Actually i'm not a good fan. Compare to others, i'm quite a super failure. I joined the Only FRH forum de fan club. I only go there once every few days to check if there's any announcements or news. But, all the other fans there.... is very supportive.. More than me super lot. They every week got FC meeting at Esplanade there.. To make banners, boards, take pictures write letters to send to Taiwan... They auto call and 联系 Fei lun hai's company to ask for all Singapore related events. They are very clear about all the events of Fei lun hai.. Few days ago got a online interview and onlince chat with Fei Lun Hai.. I don't even know about it but they still spend a lot of effort squeezing into the server and manage to chat with Fei Lun Hai. So good hor. haha Yea, so compare to them.. I'm so 失败 sia. I never fork out any effort to show that i like them. All their meetings, outings i never participate de. Even if got events in SG, i only pull my friend to go with me. Never contact with FC members de hahaha
And i bth my parents alr. Super BTH le. I swear this whole life i want to live alone. I cannot stand it when i'm at home doing my things, watching tv, or wadever, and must accomodate other ppl in the house. Tv or Radio volume cannot on to the level that i'm comfortable with. I cannot decide when and what i wan to do. And most !#$@$&^(*&^*$ is when my parents ALWAYS cause me to miss the most IMPORTANT part of my show or radio announcement. ALWAYS. EVERYDAY! EVERYDAY! EVERYDAY! I'm really going crazy already. And what's the fu*king problem with staying at home everyday? I just don't want to go out, to those crowded places, to face any people. My dad like to force me to go out. Super BO LIAO la. Go out with him to pay bills, buy pens, eat lunch... Even i can walk out to eat lunch alone, i don't understand why he insist people accompanying him! Not as if he's a kid. Ok la, i go out with him. I tell him i have to be home by ___ time. He say ok. And i'm sure we can reach home earlier than my stated time. But he super idiotic, he very gu yi one lor. He will purposely bring me to a far place, then go here go there... Drag time drag time. By the time i reach home, i missed my program again. Why must go out? If they let me have a peace time at home ONE day, then i'm satisfied already. But EVERYDAY must disturb me @ the most crucial time. When i missed out my program, i'll be super 抓狂 I can't vent out all my emotions. But i'm fortunate that when i'm watching tv or listening to radio and songs, i can vent my emotions on these. So i'm super bth when they interrupt me when i'm watching a show which is very important to me. I can 忍 when they vent their anger on me, I can 忍 when they anyhow scold me and blame me for their own mistakes, I can 忍 by helping them to do all their church things, homework, I can 忍 anything BUT not when they disturb, irritate me when i'm watching tv. What i want? I don't have requests. I just want them Dont talk to me, Dont call me, Dont bother me. Just treat me as non-existence. This is just what i want. Not very demanding right? Normally i will ask them to give me something for e day next wk. But this yr i only want to invite my friends home to eat something. They don't have to fork out any money or do anything. But my mom just die oso don't allow. I don't know wtf am i to them. Just a slave, a maid.
iSophia posted @1:25 PM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
