Finding Finding Finding
Dun read this post. long n boring
I am finding a friend.. A friend that share the same interest with the same amount of it. Have been finding for a long time.. But i can't...
I am someone who likes to watch tv shows, listen songs, interested with entertainment news, like to play maple story.
When i should study, i won't maple. I am mature enough to control myself and know which one more important.
When i watch tv, i am not like just watch, after the show ends and tat's it. I am really deep into the show. Not watching as an outsider. But as part of the show. If the show is very sad, it had a great impact on me. I will be sad even e show ends. And i am clear that the show is false.
When i am listening to songs, i "go" into the song. It's not that i wan to blast my ear drums, i only wan to really go deep into the song. I intro a song very enthu not because it is just nice. When i hear that song, my heart beats.. It touches me.. I will forget abt anything and just the song n me.
When i'm playing Maple, i'm not like just quit and next day never think about it. Anything happens impact me too.
I am interested in entertainment news (chinese). which idol ___ and ____ anything happens to them or what, i am concerned and eager to know. Any new albums or new shows i am very interested to find out all i can.
This is me. i am interested in the above few areas a lot.
I have some friends who are interested in these and very engross too.
But each one only engross in one section. Or they are interested but not as much as me.
I am happy that i can find someone like them to share the same interest as me, but i felt very disappointed if example when i am super excited and anxious when e piece of entertainment news or song that i have, when i share with tat person, all i get is a "Orh, Oh".
I know that everyone have differnt hobbies. And i can't blame anyone for anything. But i can't helped it but felt disappointed and somehow hurt. I know that somewhere in this world there surely be someone that shares the same level of interest with me. But where are u?
Ok wad a long post. Boring hor. haha