S.M.I.L.E.....iSophia

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Juz now went out with my dad to pump petrol..
We pass by a couple under a flat, but the flat is beside e road!! In fact, they're standing nearer to the road than under the flat..
Should be e boyfriend fetch the girlfriend home, they were kissing.
Then i had this conversation with my dad:

Sop: 爸爸你看那邊，很噁心！這種年輕人hor，不懂事。亂亂來 (coz they're doing that beside the road with many many cars passing by)
爸：對咯，你的朋友有沒有這樣的？
Sop: 沒有啦。我們11個裏面，只有2個有男朋友，可是我相信他們不會在大馬路旁邊這樣亂來
爸：11個？上次你不是講5個，然後10個，現在變11個，到底有幾個？
Sop: 現在有11個啦，今年加多一個嘛
爸：加多一個什麽？
Sop: 人啦
爸：我知道是人啦。這麽多個，加多一個黨員啊? 11個，你們是私會黨啊.
Sop: 不是啦，我們是黑社會啦，哈哈
爸：爲什麽來來去去只看過幾個來我們家？叫全部來啦
Sop: 我也想啊，可是媽媽一直不讓我開火鍋！以後我自己一個住，一定每個星期叫全部去我家gathering
爸：爲什麽一定是你家？
Sop: 因爲他們的家會有老公孩子嗎，只有我是一個人住，所以我家沒有人，比較方便嗎
爸：啥米是gathering?
Sop: gathering 就是聚餐啦！因爲畢業之後每個人不會天天見面了嗎，所以常常gathering聊天和保持聯絡嗎。
爸：不會散啊，等一下幾年后有新同事就不記得有你這個朋友咯
Sop: 不知道。可能有些會離開吧。但是我已經很確定她們永遠都是我最好的朋友了。我應該很難再找到好朋友了。你看這幾年我都不會去和別人做朋友。以後最多也只是認識新同事，普通朋友。我很難再交好朋友了，心已經不願意去交新朋友了。所以不認識我的人都以爲我很dao，看不起人，其實只是我不想交新朋友。

iSophia posted @10:38 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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ChU's website got quite a number of SHE's concert party and interview's videos.. Those interested can go watch watch.. http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=598&SubCategoryID=20

http://www.ilovesuper.com/stars2/blog/show/detail.jsp
read this entry of Xiao Zhu's blog.. Haha very touching nor his birthday.. He was returning to TW at midnight, he was so disappointed that Party Boys didnt sms him or contact him abt his birthday.. Then he called everyone of them but couldn't get to them coz they all off their hp.. then when he walk out of e Airport, all of them are there with a big banner and surprises him!
Haha the sign that Xiao Gui is holding is so nice! He said: "你命好，但我們感動了天" Haha those got watch Yu Bai de will know wad it means..
Today's Yu Bai got 1 news is FLH dancing for their new song de.
Tml's (wed) Yu Bai is LIVE, Xiao ZHu sure will say abt his bday de.

If u read on his blog, there's a new member in Party Boys.. His blog always will have photos of their outings.. They always go out very very often and had alot of fun.. Dinner, KTV, photo-takings! I wished we could be like them too.. So united and so much fun.. Haha now we're student, so pocket restricted.. But after we go out to work, we can go out very often like them le! U see, they're so old le oso not scare to take all those funny nice crazy photos.. So dun 'GING' le lar!! Dun nid care how other ppl will laugh n think of us mar, most important is have fun and great memories from all these photos leh..

Tml is a special day because there's 2 important issue for me.
1st is 飛輪海's new song 首播 @ 93.3!! Yes! Will wake up at 6.45, get ready and sit down in front of the radio exactly at 7am! Sad to say tml's lesson start at 8.45, therefore onli can listen awhile.. But i'll chiong back home after school to tune in 93.3 whole day!! Yes, whole day!! Coz i wanna listen as many times as i can :P
Today 93.3 already got FLH's voice le! They 預告 the song.. "大家好，我們是飛輪海。我們的新歌《出神入化》將在8月1號首播 ... .... ...!!" After that is some part of e song.. WOOO VERY NICE LEH!! HAHA.. Different style indeed.. But the song is nice!!
TML muz tune into 93.3 k!!

FLH practice dance of 終極一家's 主題曲 ‘出神入化’. I think can see they got improve lor, compared to 我有我的Young.
AHHHHHH YA LUN CANNOT DANCE AGAIN!
POOR thing!! He muz be damn sad lar..
Their dance teacher is ella's rumour-ed ex bf, thus e reporters are takin this chance to make an exaggerating report abt him n wuzun again.. 無聊!
This soundtrack all have solo singing one song except WuZun.. lol..
HIM said tat it's becoz the songs are designed according to the roles they played in 終極一家, therefore he's only a cameo so he dun hav solo part. Do u believE? Haha

The last sentence of e news: 飛輪海最新大作《終極一家》即將于8月8號周一至周五上當，原聲帶將于8月10號發行，粉絲們要用力支持哦！ (sop: Should be 用$支持 ba? Haha)

Now then i realise 公主小妹殺青 alr sia.. Thx hs.. The day they celebrate 胡宇威's birthday is the day they 殺青 sia. So fast neh. This show will be comin out around Sep.. But i dun think they 收視率 will be high OPPs.. Coz at the same time they are fighting against 明道's show and 仔仔's show at 2 other channels..

iSophia posted @11:04 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Bel gave me a personality quiz to do and this is my result:
[You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends. ]

I think it's reali very accurate except the last sentence lor.. WOW!! Amazing..!

Some of e qns that i tick-ed yes:

♥ When you see something nice, you immediately think of one of your friends and wish you could share it with them.
(this is absolutely true.. whenever i see an ad or some info, i'll sms everyone or particular some sms n msn kha-kis to tell them immediately!! Haha they'll do the same thing too,telling me things immediately..)

♥When you have problems, you share them with your friends as soon as you can.
(last time i did, now slowly lessen-ing. Now is share with blog.. HAHA)

♥You write down the lyrics to songs that are about good friendships, and sometimes write poems for your friends.
(proven on my blog!!!)

♥You feel bad if the teacher punishes you alone, but together with a friend, it doesn't really bother you.
(YES!! who cares if e teacher punishes us, as long as we're together..)

♥You've wished that you will stay good friends with your friends forever (or even better in the next life as well).
(abosolutely YES!)

♥You are sensitive and get upset with some things your friends do

Anoter section: [You care for people. Other people's small matters easily shock you. You look brave, but in fact you are hiding weaknesses inside. You often talk about your faults or things that you think you could have done better again and again, though no one criticizes you about them. ]

Another section: Here is how you prioritize certain aspects of your life
1. Death
2. Friends and relationships
3. Passion
4. Career
5. Marriage

(omg very true)
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Haix.. maybe i should restrict myself from reading *something*, coz everytime read liao will become super sad then u know, will ~~~.
I'm alr out of it's circle alr.. Slowly walking out from the dark clouds of it..
Really love MLB's 我为什么还爱你.. kinda 心情写照..

iSophia posted @7:53 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Got a new movie coming soon.. HairSpray!! Oso musical de but it's kinda 60s de.. I dun think it's as nice as High Sch Musical but it seems nice oso!! This is e trailer http://www.apple.com/trailers/newline/hairspray/large.html.. This movie oso got e male lead in High School Musical!!
I realise if i ever wanna find someone who has the same interestSSS as me, that's a little impossible coz i seems to love everything!! Any kinda tv shows, any kinda music, idols, wu xia xiao shuo, radio, many kinda movies.. etc etc etc etc!!

Just finished watching High School Musical movie on ch5.. AMAZING!!!
SUPERB!! HAHA!! I'm not sure how many of u reali did watch it.. It's splendid lor.
I'm in love with High School Musical!!
Haha i love those high school english movies very much nor..
Coz it's something which i can't experience.. But it's very great.. Being in a high school @ America.. If only i can experience it..
Anyway, ya.. the songs they sang are all so nice nor!! Very very nice!! Esp the 1st song- Start of something new.. Which is my current blog song..
And e 2nd song on my blog is their latest album's 1st song.. What Time Is It!
Listen all and u'll find it nice!!
OMG!! Real nice...
Pf said that they are a real musical of Walt Disney channel..
How i wish they could come SG for live performance... CONFIRM go arh!

They've released a High School Musical cd album on 14 Jul 2006, which is last yr..
Then this yr mid may they released High School Musical: The Concert CD+DVD..
The songs are e same as the 1st one juz that this one got DVD.. But i dunno where is e difference between e songs lei..

Then they're releasing High School Musical 2 on 14 aug this yr!!

So conclusion, i'm goin to buy the High School Musical: The Concert CD+DVD
AND
pre-order High School Musical 2 soon.

Got a big prob!! FY checked for me and Kino is selling 小鬼's [搞什么鬼] book @ $25
OH NO!! WHICH ONE SHOULD I BUY? ALBUMS OR BOOK???

iSophia posted @9:53 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Copy n Paste:
I got tagged by JingMei..
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

Alright here goes mine:

1) Super think-too-much person am I. Wasn't like this at all in the past, but few months ago i started being like this and it gets worser and worser than ever.. It's quite exaggerating. Very paranoid over very very very small and little things. And every thought goes the extreme pessimistic way. I dunno why and how i became like this. Super paranoid over many many things.

2) Someone who doesn't believe that love exists forever between guy and girl.

3) Someone who hates celebrating her own birthday and dislike receiving present very much. I dislike the feeling of receving something very much. I dun like people to take any effort, time and money for my birthday or wad because birthday to me is juz another super normal day to me. And juz because everyone else in the world mean that birthday is a special day to them makes me feel rebelious and doesn't think that birthday is anything at all.

4) Someone who doesn't want to live any second more and hoping to die asap. This thought had been on my mind since yrs ago and the wanting to die sensation does not simmer but goes stronger day by day.

5) Someone who is forever afraid that other people will be angry/sad/unhappy with me.

6) Someone who forever blames myself for everything although it's other people's wrong and i have nothing to do with it.

7) Someone from a happy,cheerful,with all perfect friendships with all my friends to someone who is depressed and doesn't dare to go near anyone now.

8) Someone who thinks that she's outcast from everywhere and she is just a useless rubbish and something not important to other people.

(.... 10 alot leh.. y cannot 5 only.. haha..)

9) Someone who had 2 extreme thoughts. 1 is being single and stay alone forever and enjoy the peaceful and wonderful life of a single career women, along with friend gatherings every week. The opposite one is married with a great husband that i want which does not exists in this reality world and only appears in tv shows, give birth to 2 kids as young as possible, older brother and younger sister and live happily ever after.

10) (STILL GOT WAD???) Ok.. maybe some of u might not know this yet. Someone who's surname is not the true surname of hers.

Choose 6 lucky ppl to be tagged:
1) Mabel
2) Jing Xian
3) Feng Ying
4) Janet
5) Qi Wei
6) Jing Ting

:P

iSophia posted @4:38 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Oh ya.. recently i dig out flh's dvd to watch mar.. last yr album de.. Coz they're coming out fiercely soon liao so wanna get myself ready! Then my mom bo bian everyday muz watch them lol.. I asked her who is e most handsome.. She said Ya Lun.. :P
I oso dunno who i like best leh.. Like WuZun n DaDong very much is coz they're handsome.. Like Yalun n Yiru very much is becoz of their character and their thoughts.. So in conclusion, i like every single of them very very much.. And ya lun really look like wang chuan yi lor.. 王传一 oso very very shuai leh.. lol..

*ATTENTION: http://www.crossfire.com.sg/
Let's go play this one day leh.. BUILD TEAMWORK!!!
Had a dream last night.. Reminded me some things..
I almost forgot that 原来我被同学笑不是从中学开始..
Since pri sch got guys laugh at me alr..Coz my face is from p3 or p4 start popping out alr..
I can always remember the day where i step into e school then i walk pass a male classmate.. Then he point his fingers at me and laugh and shouted 'PIMPLE FACE!! HAHA SO UGLY!!'
-.-"
since then on he always laugh me using this nickname alr..
Sec school oso got..
Only poly don't have.. mayb is becoz poly most of us are more mature le ba, so never use this kinda childish way to mock ppl..But it's still e same de lor.. Now in poly although no ppl laugh n call me names in surface, but see their faces de expressions can know that they're oso laughin at me liao lor.. Sometimes is not their fault oso.. It's juz a natural reaction after seeing me then they will auto hav those expression that they ownself oso dunn they did it.
But all along i never felt angry when ppl in pri n sec sch called me names.. I juz smile and laugh along.. But who knows it's such a big blow to me.. Afterall, being laughed and called names by classmates more than 6yrs, how can someone be confident anymore?
'Frequency of similar transactions'.. Haha! If it's only 1 or 2 ppl joking, then maybe i can believe that they're onli joking.. But it's many ppl so it's e truth lor.. Kids dun lie.. I dun blame them u know.. coz they're tellin e truth.. n i should thank them if not i'll think that i'm pretty now which is a very disgusting thought. Let me recall how it affects me.. I was in Chinese Dance CCA in sec 1, but i quit it in sec2 coz i thought that dancing is only for pretty girls and i'm juz a tuo you ping in the group.. I left a group of friends in sec sch becoz i felt inferior with them..even now i think i did e right choice becoz they're all very very pretty now, still together in a group.. Lucky i was not in one of them anymore.. Coz reali very very different from them..

This is FLH 代言 Watson (屈臣氏)'s water..
The one SG oso hav one.. Big big got green or blue colour de.

As some of u might know.. My hse here got a McDonalds.. Today my dad drive pass that area.. saw a big red banner saying 'KFC COMING SOON'.. YAY!!! WAHAHAHA
Coz study week i everyday go Mac to study de mar, at home how to study.. wake up, watch tv, sleep. But cannot everyday go same Mac de mar coz abit ps.. If i go, i go at 11am, order a lunch meal and stay till 5pm or 6pm de leh.. in between maybe will 意思意思 buy side dishes lar.. But there's alot poly students studyin there oso lor.. Saw some A&F de b4.. Then sometimes i'll go Bedok Interchange de Mac.. Then now got KFC.. yay. tat means i can eat KFC if i'm sick of Mac, and Mac will hav lesser ppl so i dun nid to feel so ps when ppl come in can't find seats..
Anyway, if u wanna ask me to go Bedok/Tamp de mac to study, feel free to open ur mouth..

Went Pasir Ris to find my mom in e afternoon. Actually my intention was to buy something.. But walk walk walk, can't find nice one.. Then my mom say wanna go TM.. =.="
In e end walk whole day didn't manage to buy anythin lei.. In a way quite sad lar, is it my expectation too high, everything in my eye is not nice lol.. But in another way i can save e $ up lar. Must start [super-saving-plan] again le. Haha..
Went NTUC to buy some things.. And this is my outcome.. TA-Da!

Fish n Chips + spaghetti.. Cooking is reali not something for me.. ESP frying e fries.. Piang muz wait damn long sia. I hate frying fries. But the feeling is quite nice.. Alone at home, on 93.3 loud loud.. Wan cook how long jiu cook how long.. Wan cook in wad way jiu wad way.. Coz my parents went out alr so nobody disturb me or nag nag nag oso.
After cooking enjoy the food in a quiet environment with tv's noise only.. Wow.. Nice saturday night alone!!

Sometimes i wonder how parents can tahan being parents.. DUH! It's like.. muz fred over $.. if something happen, where to find $ to tide over? If let's say muz give child allowance, muz pay their sch fees.. then muz calculate calculate, save here save there for it.. Still muz pay bills, give parents $, pay for e house loan blah blah blah.. Sometimes can't even buy something for urself.. Unless e husband is damn rich lar then dun nid to fred anything.
Then must be bothered by child all e time.. Sometimes wanna sit down peacefully to watch a full tv show oso hard. Sometimes e hse is juz soooooooo noisy so fed up, esp when e child is still kid.. Bring them out oso so very troublesome and bothersome. Wa bth sia.. Will go bonkers..
Once being a parent, muz put child in 1st place then forever think for them liao lor..
And can't guarantee that ur kid will be a good and guai.. And u will not know if ur husband will betray u or not, or will he become another person in future.. (most likely will). What's left will only be commitment and responsibilities.. Where's love? Long ago disappeared..

1) Tml 7.30pm ch5- High School Musical!!! Very nice.. Abt teenage school life i suppose? But they're singing de.. The movie title is High School Musical [Sing Along Version].. I presume they'll have alot of nice songs!! Haha.. I hope eventually ch5 can show [Bring It On] lei.. COZ GOT THE SONG[HEY MICKEY]!! Haha.. n High School Musical's soundtrack is e best selling one last yr..

2) Really feel like supporting MLB lei.. I mean, they're reali talented and their songs are all nice to me.. Should support them.. But got restrictions.. so sorry nor.. Next yr i can support le la. Coz next yr working alr!

3) Yesterday's Angel Lover very nice sia.. Previously saw a handsome guy in 白色巨塔, the lawyer lor.. Then yesterday saw him on Angel Lover again.. This time i got his name! Huang __ De.. can't pronounce that word.. But i can't find e details of him lei.. I think his eng name is 'tender'.. wad a weird name.. But he handsome lar! Very qiao lo.. Recently i've been thinking.. Most of e couples hor, is e guy scare e girl will angry de leh.. But i think i'm those who will scare e guy angry more than he'll scare me angry nor.. Then 何韵 oso this kinda person! Everyone might have thought tat she's so stupid.. 明知道真相还一直骗自己和包容他... but i kinda can understand why she does that lor.. Coz she oso can't control herself de..

4) Recently got a new movie.. Flash Point.. By 甄子丹 and 古天乐.. Fighting show lar.. I'm attracted to it coz of 甄子丹.. Coz last yr watch 龙虎门 then he's in it ma.. His fighting skills reali superb lo.. But now do anything must 一百思 lar.. 下半年 liao leh.. 重本 ah..

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6) Rmb tml oso got the 1st episode of 我爱星期天- I Love Sunday!!! 9pm chU

7)
FLH's latest AD!! The WATSONS water leh!! Gosh i like their outfit in this ad!! LOL i muz go buy e water le =P
The background song is their new song wor.. although onli can hear it abit from this ad and The X Family's trailer.. but it's VERY NICE to me!! HAHA

iSophia posted @12:14 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Friday, July 27, 2007

My mom bought dunno wad medicine.. her frens said eat liao will grow tall -.-"
My 1st response was: "HUH! Y buy grow tall de?? wan buy, buy face de mar.. face more important leh.. " =.=""
Still rmb this song??? 任我遨遊~~!! Took me damnnn long to find this song
Always forgot to say this.. I WANNA GO DISCOVERY CENTRE!! Who wanna go?
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Pls take note!!

dun miss dis chance~Tune in to listen to Fahrenheit new song!!

Date: 1/8/07
Radio Station: Yes933
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Yesterday slept @ 7pm!! Super shocking rite!! Haha..
My intention was to take a nap and wake up at 8pm de lo.. Coz wanna do AA tut mar..
Indeed i woke up at 8+, then i went to lie down @ e sofa in my living room.. Very tired nor so i walk back to my room to slp..
Then sleep until 3am woke up.. But went back to sleep.. Then woke up at 6++ again, and went to sleep till 7.30am.. LOL..
If never count those wake-ups, i slept 12hrs leh!! HAHA!!
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終極一家原聲帶 7/27(五)要開始預購囉！

＊看「終極一家」，就要聽飛輪海 ﹗一張媲美飛輪海個人專輯的原聲帶，CD收錄飛輪海新歌多達六首，最強的終極風暴，熱身上場。

＊原聲帶超值內容：CD+BonusDVD。
CD收錄率先曝光片頭曲
- 飛輪海2007超MAN新曲
– 出神入化，融合搖滾＋嘻哈＋舞曲的超能力超魅力新曲風首波單曲，震撼你的聽覺印象。

＊ BonusDVD收錄多段「終極一家」超能榜預告影片，並貼心加贈「就愛飛輪海自由演唱會」精華片段，長達35分鐘，讓你再次感受當天飛輪海的熱情與感動。

＊即日起預購就送「終極一家超能力劇照書卡一套」，總共12張，張張精美，劇迷收藏必備 ﹗預購贈品隨專輯一併領取。(唱片行和7-11預購贈品相同)

各位等待已久的朋友啊，今年夏天，飛輪海來了！

(ps: 也代表我的钱包也要出血了啊！)

iSophia posted @12:20 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Recently very cold lo.. U know how exaggerating.. At home i wear long pants and a shirt mar. Then i'll wear another pajamas... I never on air-con de, i only on fan.. Then i cover 2 blankets!!
Haha..
Very cold lor!!! If got rain during midnight then i'll wear socks.. Too cold alr..
Now my house got 8 study tables lor!! All is people move house then dun wan then give us de.. LOL.. so many sia. People move house always buy new tables izzit?? Haha..
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Juz finished attending the ACCA talk.. GOSH it sounds and seems like it's impossible to pass, impossible to graduate sia! I totally have no interest to study anymore in neither accounting nor finance thingy alr!! I began to ask myself.. study for wad??
Haix...
Juz hope that a car will bang me to death asap.
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Haix.... I reali dunno what else i can do alr.. Once there's 1 small misunderstanding, then forever will have misunderstandings.. Then people can use it as an excuse to make the situation worsen and worsen. Can meet each other and even become friends already very hard le leh.. Why keep like this???
I reali dunno wad i can do le leh. But my disappointment keep becoming larger and larger leh. Very painful leh. I keep hoping that it'll get better but it'll only get worse leh..

I dunno izzit i misunderstand or wad lei.. But not only me feels so lor.. Maybe i should talk to some of these people hor, then get down to the point and get clear everything.

Why not i break it up? If reali cannot liao then i break it up lar..

iSophia posted @2:44 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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1.15am! I juz finished studying Deductions & CA!
I reali am those 不见棺材不掉泪people when comes to tests n exams de lor..
Normally i dun do tutorials, i dunno anything abt anything -.-"
Then tml is e test, today then i'll start studying.. So i juz finished studying these 2 topics.. 1st time reading and learning abt it.. My exams oso like tat one.. Tat's y study wk is useless for me coz i'll oso wait till e most 2days b4 e paper then will start studying.

你喜欢的是 [花样少年少女]， [恶作剧之吻]，[18禁不禁] 呢？
今年夏天幻化出我的最爱，就在 [终极一家] 哦！

COUNTDOWN 13 DAYS TO 終極一家!!!

Siao siao.. Dunno wanna buy [搞什麽鬼] not.. i like 小鬼's drawings, am a loyal fan of his blog. But very ex leh.. e book..
then cham cham today add one item that i feel like buying.. Mayday's 离开地球表面 Jump！

BUT the songs quite some nv hear b4 or hear b4 but dunno is this name one.. Weird lei..
But oso got e Concert dvd lar.. But i most interested in 私奔到月球 - 五月天/陈绮贞.. SUEPR NICE LOR THIS SONG..

I thought they're really very matching lei but this MV give me de feeling is they're only super purely very best friend. But they're reali very matching lar! Haha..
..........
Found a job position @ Mediacorp..
Admin Executive
Responsibilities:
- To support the administration of the Chinese Programming as well as the division in events/activities
Requirements:
- Some secretarial experience
- Diploma Holder
- Proficient in PC applications related to word processing, spreadsheet documentation and electronic mail
- Mature, confident, independent and enjoy working in a fast-paced environment
- Effectively bilingual in Chinese & English (Written / Spoken)

iSophia posted @12:12 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

今天的心情

好。。。。。。。。沉。。。。。。。重。。。。。。。

Dial-ed 6777-3777..

Everytime super sad will dial it..

好想从这个世界上消失啊。。。。

我的存在只是让大家更不高兴而以。。。。。

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Told Mrs.Cheong tat we maybe dropping AP next sem.. Can see her face dim abit.. Guess she's very disappointed ba.. I'm reali considering.. Previously i'm more prone to drop coz i believe it'll be damn tough coz onli got 3months to study after attachment.. Got 3 Core subjects.. If + electives, then it'll be 4..

The cores got projects.. Every subject each week got 3hrs of lecture and 3hrs of tutorial..

Imagine for example: Monday, after 6hrs of lessons (2 lesson), must stay back to do projects.. At the same time will be handling many different projects, in between with quizzes and tests and every lecture got many homework must do..

STILL must find time to go elective's 6hrs of lesson (lec+tut each wk), then muz squeeze time to do elective's project and homework!

But now come to think of it.. Many other people are going through this too..

Last time my mindset was.. 3mths leh! Muz squeeze so many things to do.. So little time onli!! WILL siao lor...

But now there's another mindset.. ONLY 3MTHS LEH.. Juz struggle through 3 mths then everything will be over liao..

So now reali struggling lo.. But will wait few wks later then decide ba.. Coz now then start to get e hang of audit.. so can't reali decide i like audit or not..

If i take, scare will drag down GPA even more.. Then the results in e certificate will be ugly.. and base on my residential status, it'll be more more more hard to get a job..

If don't take, i'm sure i won't be able to go for further studies after i graduate. If i nv take Audit Practice, then i'll be in another disadvantage oso.. Coz if go further studies oso will learn Audit mar.. But if never go further studies le then lugi sia. HAHA..

See first lar. Today forgot to bring all my tax notes lor.. I got list down alot of qns to ask de leh but i forgot to bring lor.. die le lar.. Muz go disturb my friends alr..

Today's yu bai is nice coz 五月天潘瑋柏 LIVE.

Next few days cum next monday de ALL is 星光幫.. VERY NICE WOR..

MUST WATCH.. haha

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Went someone's hse whole day today then end up didn't study tax..

NICE? haha..

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REALISED hor.. NOT ONLY KATHELENE LEFT HI-5!!

TIM TOO!!! Now new guy is Stevie.. But kidsCentral de season still got Tim now.. GOSH!! I think chi zao whole group will change people de lo.. Aiyo.. y is Tim.. y not Nathan.. OPPS!

They changed this show to 12.30pm then end up i can't watch at all lo.. Coz everyday in sch.. Today finally got chance to watch it..

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Kinda hope tml won't come.. Actually it's juz another normal day.. But i'm juz not comfortable of my existence.. Normal days alr quite uncomfortable alr.. Tml will be worse..

Really felt like disappearing..

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Monday, July 23, 2007

2 magazines.. I recommend those who like FLH to buy the PLAY TOP 50 idol 2007 issue..
COZ... MORE THAN 15PAGES OF WU ZUN INSIDE! HAHA

終極一家 8月5號起，星期一至五每晚9pm，就在GTV 28台！
lol.. as if we can watch like tat.. Yup.. it's everyday de.. but exams are juz around the corner.. dun think can watch everyday on youtube le.. Maybe should wait dvd come out then chiong to buy.. Gonna haunt BlueMax very often liao wahaha.. 口袋要破洞了... actually wanna ask if anyone wanna go 張惠妹's concert @ Nov de.. But.. forget it.. lol.. 1 concert ticket can buy 終極一家dvd and 惡作劇2吻dvd.. Coz 終極一家 will cost over $50.

Anyway ya.. juz a reminder to everyone coz tests n exams are around e corner.. 憲哥說：Japanese Green Tea is the MOST EFFECTIVE drink to make you 精神 when you 開夜車 to study.. More effective and healtier than coffee.. AND if you got exercise, green tea will boost and definitely help you lose weight very much more than you never drink.. It's proven on people who tried before.

忌：全麥餅乾.. not sure wad is e english name.. should be wheat biscuit ba.. Coz 憲哥說：全麥餅乾會助你入眠.. Therefore it'll cause u to be sleepy.

See... 周日八點黨 is very educational de lor, at e same time very entertaining.. Better than some 不養眼's program on fridays de ba.. OPPS.. =P

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*new playlist.. nice~* 1st song is sang by kids.. I dun like kids but i love their power of singing when they're group together.. Not trying or intending to do anything, only wanna share good songs to everyone.. Afterall, it's my dream to be what? Haha everyone knows..

Just finished watching 張震嶽's 百分百聽證會!! VERY NICE!! AHHHH!!
Trust me.. MUST WATCH!! I'm gonna watch e repeat later coz i wanna hear those songs again..
He bring band go lor.. Sing LIVE de.. He sang 6-7 songs ba.. ALL NICE. ALL!!
He got sing 思念是一种病!!!!! OMG LAR.. Then still got 再见，爱我别走 etc etc etc.. PIANG REALLY VERY NICE LAR HAHAHAHAHA.. MUST watch!!

Tonight de repeat is 12.30am OH!! 12.30, NOT 1!! 12.30 HOR!! haha
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I reach home then e timetable come out lar...
27 Aug (Mon)- Credit Admit & Control 9.30am-11.30am
27 Aug (Mon)- Fundamentals of Taxation 2.30pm-4.30pm
glad tat e exam did not start on fri, but SIAO AR 2 EXAMS ON SAME DAY..
29 Aug (Wed)- Credit Report & Audit 2.30pm-4.30pm
30 Aug (Thu)- Advanced Accounting 2.30pm-4.30pm

ok.. my ranting time..
MY TAX ALR SO LOW MARKS ALREADY, I WANNA TRY TO GET GOOD MARKS ALREADY THEY STILL PUT CAC AND TAX SAME DAY. LIKE THAT SURE STUDY CAC NO TIME STUDY TAX LIAO LOR. WA PIANG AH. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!
OMG.. MONDAYS CANNOT PUT 2 PAPERS DE MA COZ I'LL ONLY TOUCH ON THE 1ST PAPER DURING THE STUDY WEEK DE LEH. THIS IS MY HABIT I OSO DUNNO WHY.. OMG!! HOW CAN LIKE THAT!!

SOMEMORE TAX EXAM IS 60% LEH.. 60~~!!!! 60!!!! THAT'S MORE THAN HALF LOR!!
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Skipped CAC lec.. finally got chance.. I wanna skip to go home early to slp de lo coz yesterday nv reali sleep.. *Listened 93.3 till 4.30am sia.. same reason, one nice song after another, don't bear to off it.. i lie down on my bed and stare on the walls then juz listen listen listen, doing nth.. well, suddenly realise that it's 4.30 alr then faster try to sleep.. and.. my pillow was wet.. why? so ez to guess.. haha.. *
In the end no diff lo.. coz i stayed in sch till 3.10pm.. Waiting for exam timetable to come out lar but it never came out. DUH!
Then now reach home 4pm alr.. 1 more hour to yu bai.. Cannot study. Sleep oso cannot coz i nid more than half an hour to get into sleep. So came online to continue to learn about my BIG PROJECT. Lots of things muz read muz master muz learn lar.. And i'm doing trial-and-error using 3 different ways. So it's 3times of work.. So by e time i finish, it should be yrs later?? Maybe i'll juz give it up halfway haha..
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残废
作词:吴克群作曲:吴克群

*我像个残废飞不出你的世界借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累累到我无力再追 最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点原点却又像终点然后多痛一遍

Yup... "最怕你突然要挽回"...
Let's just accept everything ok? Don't make anything anymore ok? Let's keep our wounds and don't bring it up again ok? Don't give me anything ok?
好不容易平静了一点，不要再掀起风浪，不要让我得重新过一段痛苦的日子。我不要重新学习去忘记。对我越好，就越难去释怀，只会增加痛苦。。

Why nobody take Mayday & 陈绮贞's 私奔到月球 from me?? THIS SONG SO NICE!! OMG!! Dun care.. gonna give everyone.. so nice de song of coz muz SHARE lar.. reali very nice lor!!
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I reali cannot CLICK with kids lor.. Yesterday coz got another adult come along with me.. She's a chinese teacher in pri sch. Got her then i wanna go de.. Coz i reali buay gam with kids.. I nv talk to them de lor coz i dunno wad to say to them. I won't act kind or cute to them de lor coz it's so tiring n lame for me to do that. I dun like to entertain kids.
Anyway ya.. i got talk to them.. but it's for my own benefits.. I asked them some qns:

1) 台湾的教育系统是怎样的？
Ans is- 国小6年(pri)，国中3年(sec)，高中2年(jc)，高中过后可以选择进3专、5专、大学或不继续读书而去打工。
We're more lucky.. poly is equivalent to their 高中 stage.. In SG, even jc come out never continue study oso can become admin assistant all tat.. BUT in their country if after 高中 never continue study, then only can 打工 leh.. Go McDonalds this kind de lor. Cannot work office or wad de.

2) 你们的学校是不是都互称不同年级的同学 “学姐/学弟/学长/学妹”？
Ans is 没有，只有到大学才这样称呼

3) 那你们上课是不是都自己带便当去学校？
Ans is 不是，我们只是带便当盒子，然后午休时学校会派食物给我们。

4) 台湾的暑假和寒假是几月？
Ans is 暑假 1 Jul-31Aug. 寒假 Jan-Feb.

5) A qns that i always wanted to know why.. 为什么你们的 ‘和’字有两种念法? Got 'he2' and 'han4'
Ans is 不知道.. -.-""
LOL i reali v interested abt all these lor.. Still thinking got wad qns to ask.. Wahaha

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Edited some answers of my Q&A~

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Extracted from Calvin's blog:

[ 如果不是天天晴天試著學會去欣賞雨天的美

總不可能什麼事都是如你所意人總是會有低潮的時候

很多人問我我永遠是這麼開心開朗嗎

當然不總是, 會有低潮的時候

但重要的是別讓自己的情緒去影響別人的情緒

就算是再親的人偶而也總會有ㄧ些誤會吧

但是重要的是經過了爭吵, 你們是不是有解決的方法

溝通過後是不是更進ㄧ步的認識對方了解對方

懂的認識別人認識自己才是重要的吧]

T.T when is my dearest yalun going to update his blog..

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SOMEONE HACK-ED MY SECRET-BLOG

WHO IS IT?

Actually it's not that i dun wanna let people read. If you can be 100% sure that after reading you won't feel angry/upset/unhappy/sad at all, then i'll let you read. Which is impossible right.. I did not write anything beyond what i should.. I only wrote about what i felt.. It's my blog, isn't it.. Why would i write something not related to myself? How i know got people hack? Coz so far only 1 person knew this blog and there's someone else who tagged at it. I trust the respect of my privacy so i did not change my password.. I hope it's just a stranger who will understand me that went in.

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My mom say my eyebrow very very ugly then she bth then help me 'edit'.. OMG DISASTROUS ENDING RESULT!! DUN LAUGH!! Brought 2 kids from TW to TM walk walk today.. They came here to study alone.. 11yrs old.. So brave lo.. I mean, so young.. come all e way here to study alone.. And they're so lucky..

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Got these qns from janet's blog (extract) :

Q:吉吉問：當一個很重要的人對你灰心的時候你會怎麼做？
A:让他去。。如果一个人对我灰心了，如果挽回了也回不到从前。而且我的朋友们少了我这么一个也不会怎样，因为他们都有不能失去而且永远不会对他们灰心的人。我只是一个副品，有或没有根本不重要。我好像把很多人都当成是我最最最最重要的朋友，但是不曾有人把我当成最重要的人。但是如果我对一个人灰心了，还一直会不断地给自己借口去挽回。。

Q:蟑螂問：你喜歡（暗戀）的人是誰？

A:没有

Q:阿風問：最讓你感動的歌？

A:太多...

Q:ＪＯＥ問：今年到目前為止做過最後悔的事情？

A:没有去F4的演唱会，没有勇敢追求梦想去抱读NP的传媒系

Q:奇兒問：如果還有來生，要當女的還是男的？

A:不要再活

Q;小玉問：你最想去哪個國家？

A:台湾和San Fransico!

Q:大雄問：覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是啥米？？

A:没有优点。缺点数不清。

Q:胰臟問：如果世上所有人都背叛你，捨你而去，你打算怎麼辦？

A:只能怪自己被人讨厌

Q:奶茶問：在你的生活中最不可缺少的人事物是什麼？

A:信仰，电视，广播，朋友，家人

Q:鋼筆問：如果你在人生遭到極大的失敗，你會怎麼辦？

A:不知道，只能全部怪自己

Q:ＤＡＮＮＹ問：如果你變成透明人，你想做什麼？

A:当然是去所有idols的家啦！

Q:兔子問：目前為止，被幾個男生或女生告白過？

A:没有半个！太丑了

Q:Ｐ問：對於好朋友的定義是？

A:表达不出，可能是永远不变质的友情吧

Q:皮皮問：如果你被不喜歡的人強吻，而且還是初吻，你會怎樣？

A:有谁会要强吻那么恶心的脸

Q:姊妹問：單身好還是有情人好？

A:废话，100% 单身好

Q:尼銘問：覺得自己夠成熟嗎？

A:还好，至少比一些人成熟

Q:蝌蚪問：親情、愛情、友情，對你而言重要性排順序？

A:朋友,亲情。爱情完全不重要

Q:快樂問：你快樂嗎？

A: ..............

Q:布丁問：友情和愛情是不是難以抉擇

A:不是，一点都不难抉择

Q:河馬問：你希望未來的另一半和你那個先死掉？

A:我

Q:喵喵問：你會很念舊嗎？

A:超级念旧

Q:懂不懂問：你心情不好時會做些什麼？

A:听大大声的广播，痛哭

Q:小不點問：對於未來另一半的擇友條件？

A:不能说。（如果真的想知道，请参考韩剧《爱上女主播》的‘尹翔泽’角色）

Q:黑皮問：如果有一天你的朋友都不理你了你會怎樣？

A:怪自己咯

Q:老虎問：一個人的時候最想做什麼？

A:看电视，听广播

Q:尾巴問：最常逛誰的網誌？

A:所有在我網誌上的links

Q:旻維問：你是挺扁還是倒扁的？

A:两者都是。挺扁因为它也没有让台湾倒下。倒扁因为比较喜欢马英九

Q:小Ｑ問：你喜歡逛街嗎？

A:不喜欢复杂的地方... eg:orchard，因为会很自卑。去那种很多美女帅哥的地方只会脱颖我的丑

*****Q:瓜呆問：如果今天是你生日，你會希望朋友送你什麼

A:什么都不要，最怕收到礼物!!!

Q:巧克力問：你對另一半的食用年齡（擇偶年齡範圍）是？

A:比我大 3-4岁。不赞成姐弟恋，因为就算同年龄的男生都比女孩幼稚许多，更何况比你小的。

Q:性格問：你的一個好麻吉突然不想理你了，你該怎麼辦？

A:怪自己

Q:邱問：最想做的事？

A:死

Q:ｗｅｉ問：時間能重來的話，你想要回到什麼時候開始？

A:不要被生下来

Q:金草莓問：你覺得放棄自己喜歡的人是什麼感覺？

A:超痛苦的

Q:１０元問：要如何讓自己喜歡的人也喜歡自己？

A:什么都不做，因为那个人不会喜欢我的

Q:貓田問：當另一半提出分手時，你會？

A:分手咯，还能怎样。[世上没有长久的爱]，要谈恋爱就一定要有迟早会分开的准备

Q:曹格問：假如你一直對你喜歡的人付出，但是都沒得到結果，你會怎樣？

A:继续的付出咯... 但会默默的退到后面静静的

Q:呆涵問：有一天你被外星人綁走你要怎麼辦？

A:希望他们把我杀死

Q:花生問：如果天使回來了你會怎樣？

A:当然是回到神的国度，那个没有悲伤，只有快乐永恒的生命，和所有亲爱的家人朋友永远在一起快乐的地方，那里不会有死亡，不会有病痛。

Q:老郭問：如果現在有一個人想當你男友會同意嗎？

A:天塌下来也不会有人会要当我的男朋友的啦

Q:毛毛問：要怎麼樣才能忘掉你之前喜歡過的人？

A:不可能，忘不了。[世上没有长久的爱] 的下一句是：[只有永远的伤]

所以整句话是：世上没有长长久久的爱，只有永永远远的伤

Q:笨芙蓉問：如果要為最愛的人去死　你願意嗎?!

A:十分愿意

Q:小呆問：你是哪種類型的人 ?

A:不会对人生气，不会对人感到不满。永远只怕别人对我不满，对我生气。无论什么事情都怪自己，喜欢坦白坦然地面对一切，不喜欢有误会

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

AGAIN!!!

ki-siaoed abt Charmed liao lor.. Keep thinking that i have Piper and Paige's magical power then doing their actions all the time n imagining that i reali have e power. I always dreamt that i have Piper and Paige's powers.. I like their powers.. Piper's powers are Freezing time and Blowing things.. Paige's powers are Orbing herself and people who touch her and orbing objects.. Cool lor.. Then i'll read their spells for fun.. Haha.. Went to ask one jewel shop with e picture of my mouse to ask if they can help me make a pedant of this picture.. Sadly that shop did not provide this service.
Can't wait to watch Star Search 2007!! 才华横溢出新秀!!
The contestants are revealed.. Taiwan got a twin brothers.. One of them is handsome leh! Haha.. Not bad not bad..
Male: http://ch8c.mediacorptv.com/shows/starnews/view/2033/.html
Female: http://ch8c.mediacorptv.com/shows/starnews/view/2034/.html

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Today i was watching American Idol repeat then saw this wonderful advertisement which is Hi-5! is coming to SG again.. BUT BUT BUT BUT

BUT!! here comes the bad and super shocking news..
THEY'VE CHANGE MEMBER!!!
Kathelene has left Hi-5!! OMG!! OMG!!! The new member is SUN.
The Hi-5 that we always watch is Hi-5 Australia.. I realise US oso got a grp call Hi-5, completely same de leh juz that the people different, even the songs are e same. Aus de better lor..
T.T Kathelene!!!
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終極異能榜-夏天

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Friday, July 20, 2007

Wahaha as some of u know, Mayday recently release album again.. but this time round is [JUMP! 离开地球表面] 单曲, which is 配合演唱会 release de.. Not sure this 单曲 got how many song.. 1st song is 离开地球表面..ok lar.. but 2nd song VERY NICE!!
It's 五月天&陈绮贞- 私奔到月球.. VERY NICE NOR! Haha.. This song is kinda soft rock one.. very comfortable.. very sweet.. Haha.. Can tune to 93.3 to listen too! I got this song i got this song.. those wan de take from me! Real nice!!

阿信: 其實妳是個心狠又手辣的小偷. 我的心我的呼吸和名字都偷走

绮贞: 你才是綁架我的兇手. 機車後座的我吹著風, 逃離了平庸

阿信: 這星球天天有五十億人在錯過. 多幸运有妳一起看星星在爭寵

绮贞: 這一刻, 不再問為什麼不再去猜測人和人心和心有什麼不同

Chorus:
一二三牽著手, 四五六抬起頭. 七八九我們私奔到月球

讓雙腳去騰空, 讓我們去感受那無憂的真空那月色純真的感動

阿信: 當妳說太聰明往往還是會寂寞. 我笑著傾聽孤單終結後的寂寞

绮贞: 看月亮像夜空的瞳孔, 靜靜凝視你我和我們閙嚷的星球

阿信: 靠近妳怎麼突然兩個人都詞窮, 讓心跳像是野火燎原般的洶湧

绮贞: 這一刻讓命运也沉默, 讓腳尖劃過天和天地和地緣分的宇宙

Something happened last night.. Coz i went to bed around 2.30am.. I lie sideway one ma.. Then suddenly i heard a chanting sound appearing, it's not someone playing a song, it's juz like the sound only i can hear de.. Then the sound was approaching nearer and nearer, louder and louder.. Then i knew that it was devil's act. I mean real devil.. Not joking. I want to get up and sit up immediately.. But then my body can't move! I tried to raise my hand but i can only move it a little bit, like something making it unable to raise. Tried very long (around 3mins) to move my body n hand but can't..
Then i started praying and it went away.
Seriously, i was neither sleepy nor tired that time. And i heard the sound very loud.. What sound is it, i can't say out.. So it's not that i'm tired so my body can't move.
But i am sure that throughout this whole thing, i did not feel afraid at all.
I'm not scare, i will not. Instead the devil or ghost or wadever evil spirit it is, THEY WILL SCARE ME because i've got Jesus with me. They will only scare of me and i won't scare them.
I know i've won this battle.. =)
[1 John 4.4-
"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them (evil spirits), because He (the Holy Spirit) who is in you is greater than he (the devil and his followers) who is in the world".]
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Maybe things aren't as worse as i've thought? I'm surprised today.. I thought things will turn out the other way which is bad.. But today i also uncovered 3 other bad new issues.. People involved never realises it but i did.

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

How can i stop myself from having a glimpse of hope? This glimpse of hope will only make me fall into world of impossible and fantasy.. Then everyday when the truth comes, it'll only cut my wounds deeper.. Is it impossible for human to completely forget and put down something? Just that human will never ever get satisfied, is it that i will never succeed in not having any bit of hope? I don't want this hope.. I don't want this kinda 期待... Because i know i will only be disappointed. But i juz can't control..

Listened to MLB whole album's song for 5times!! Yes! Every song on the album i listened 5times.. Only one word to say--- NICE!!! I'm hooked to their songs sia.. Esp 我为什么还爱你.. But every song of them are nice sia.. Took me 3hours to search for a new blogskin.. Yes, 3hours!!! From 7pm till 10++.. It's not that i wanna find an extremely nice or special skin.. In fact, the ones i chosen was not very nice and not special. What i want is the meaning of the blog, and most importantly the feel. I search by typing a keyword, then it'll return me over 100 skins for a keyword, then i'll open each and every one to preview.. I searched total of 5 keywords today.. That explains why i took so long isn't it? CHosen some but still not very satisfying so next time then change ba.

Wahaha regarding the 'big project' that i mentioned.. I wonder if there's any use if i made it. But anyway i've stopped the production for the time being coz no time... It's really a big project to me lar.. Lots of things to research, learn and make before i can produce the final product. Well, coz my resources are reali damn super limited.. So i am stucked in between and dunno how to get resources and what resources to get. DUH!

Now i juz hope i got the time n effort to study for tax n AA upcoming test. Tax i wanna pull up lei coz i've got a D for my mid-sem! But everything seems hard and i dunno y i reali have no time to study anything.

In the end never stayed till 9pm in school today.. But abit no diff la.. Coz b4 Yu Bai repeat is Let's Shoot 3's repeat ma.. Now that i dun nid to stay up to watch Let's Shoot 3, but i still nid to watch Yu Bai repeat! Therefore no diff. Anyway today's Yu Bai is LIVE but the guest is SELINA'S SISTER!! Haha..
Well, *MAYBE* i could do AA tut n Tax remedial's tut while waiting for Yu Bai? Probability that i'll do is erm.. 1/10? Haha..

I realise i got alot of things to blog leh. Everyday post entry then very long entry one. I'm someone who will go everyone's blogs EVERYDAY, even idols' blogs.. But most of e people update once or twice per week only.. Eg Ya Lun, few mths never post alr but i still go his blog EVERYDAY de lar..
So to me, my blog is not consider blogging very fast le coz i everyday read de ma.. But i think to other people my blog very fast then i believe people always missed my entries de lor.. Haha..

Expert says that blogging will alow people to relieve stresss leh coz u write out mar. That explains why i got so many blogs coz some things i can blog here, those super truthful super blunt super deep thoughts which people can't accept, i can blog at other places ma.. Relieve stress u know~ Haha..

Every thurs i will late for tax lecture.. Sometimes it's not purposely de lor.. I can't control myself ma.. Juz like today morning.. i woke up @ 7am, but i was late for 9am's lecture. Why? I woke up at 7am everyday to tune into 93.3.. Then onli thurs 9am lesson is lecture so never take attendance ma. I keep telling myself 'ok, after this song off it n go out', but i always can't stop n continue to listen listen.. Can't get away ma.. Love 7am's program very much..
Then e last song i listened today was A Mei's Ting Hai ma.. [听~ 海哭的声音. 叹惜着谁又被伤了心,却还不清醒. '一定不是我至少我很冷静', 可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信. 听~ 海哭的声音这片海未免也太多情,悲泣到天明...], then 噼里啪啦 ma, not the weather.. Then muz wait everything back to normal then can step out of e hse..

Today i kept telling myself to 放开，放手.. There's this sentence which says 要拿得起，放得下 ma.. Guess there's nth everyone can do anymore to rectify the past liao. A lot of things to put down sia.. Not juz 1.. not juz 2.. Everything goes haywire, some even without me knowing and the personS till now still dunno la. They won't realise it de la.
Jia you ba, isophia.. There's one thing for sure.. I'm shifting myself to the side.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

[出神入化]- the 片头曲 of 终极一家 by 飞轮海!!!

八大-公主小妹趕拍中吳尊食量越來越大
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsM6yzfKmK8

汪東城出席電腦活動自詡台灣版木村拓哉
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwmbO1BUctw

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

This song is Listen by Beyonce.. Wahaha another rare chance i put eng song on my blog! Actually wanna put this song quite long ago alr.. Originated from YaLun's blog.. He put this song on his blog since the day where his fren passed away till now.. So many mths never update leh him.. Then everyday go his blog listen this song only.

Very meaningful.. take some time to listen/read e lyrics..

VERSE 1: Listen.... To the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but can't complete
Listen..... To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard.
They will not be pushed aside and turned into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen

CHORUS: Listen... I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried, to say what's on my mind, You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling...
I'm more than what, you made of me, I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

VERSE 2: You should have listened... There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin out, And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse, Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

BRIDGE: I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen....! To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

I would like to have a flat of my own.. Always see those houses in tv shows n on mags.. Wow i reali love them.. The kind of house, singled house. 单身族的房子! Where the important thing in my house will be tv, computer and radio system. NO KIDS' noises, no untidyness and disturbance by kids and most of the time quiet. WOW! Haha..
I always say that i wanna be singled forever rite.. Now i revealed that actually i've got another extreme opposite side too.. Juz that my 期待 for that side is extremely high and nearly impossible, therefore if i can't find it, i rather not to have it. What i want is reali ridiculous one.. I dun dare to reveal yet coz it's reali hilarious ba? This is a secret deep down inside my heart.. Maybe after some time i'll state out my expectations? Haha but sure dio scold 'siao'..

OH YA! SAY TILL 'SIAO'.. THAT MR. DENNIS CHIANG SCOLD ME SIAO TODAY!! I forgot wad we asked him then he say 'i go tell mrs cheong abt that'.. Coz he and mrs cheong in same room, then we always go in to find one of them then will SHUN BIAN go chat with e other.. Esp Mrs.Cheong.. omg i reali like her very much la.. Then mrs.cheong was on e phone ma..
Then i ask chiang 'u n mrs cheong good friends ah?'.. Then he say 'ya wad we're all collegues ma'.. The next question i asked was: "No office politics meh?"
LOL!! THEN HE SCOLD ME SIAO!! haha.. I'm like tat de la.. i like to be very casual n friend-like to teachers lei.. Since sec sch liao sia.. I oso dunno y.. But sometimes i reali treat them as my 'zhang bei' ba? Since i dun hav relative ard me.

There's something going to happen ba.. Haix things are already worse already then still come another blow.. But all these are predicted.. He once said before that there'll be many challenges and [dunno what the term is] in the future which is starting now. But i juz can't help to feel very disappointed ba.. Really is got things to express, to say, but can't even mention any bit due to circumstances.

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Monday, July 16, 2007

Oh forgot to mention.. Coz Music in e Air end liao ma.. then this wk onwards thurs 8pm chU is the Let's Shoot 3. I'm so interested in it sia! Coz got dAsmond ma + quan yi feng ma! Oh ya i oso added yifong's blog links under Idols. The trailer of e 1st episode so attracting lor..

Maybe some of u have noticed.. I've added 3 new fren links!

昨天林依晨與鄭元暢拍攝「惡作劇2吻」打針戲，導演瞿友寧為求逼真，要林依晨真的抽小綜的血，林依晨戰戰兢兢，過程中針頭不慎掉到地上，收拾針管時更是手抖到把小綜的血溢出來，小綜笑說：「我是被抽血的人欸，你不要比我還緊張啦。」

Samsung got new MP3.. YP-U3! Very nice leh! 5 colours.. http://www.samsung.com/sg/u3/ wa piang they still create intro video for a product. very nice leh

The colours all very nice leh! Even e green oso v nice! But 1st priority is still pink la.. No chance to see it with my own eyes yet. Saw them on mags only. Will be looking forward to see it! But i dun like to use samsung's program lei. FM radio is my 1st requirement haha.. So now still got lots of time to choose btw this or Sony.

21 August!!!!! Can't wait sia.. HehEhEheHE.. Dunno they will sing e same theme song or not lei. I finally can remember the full chorus of tat song le! wahAha

Girls! Check this out: http://www.womensdayout.sg/.. Felt quite interested lei.

迷路兵-我为什么还爱你

一天过一天明天再见这是你每次说的一直都没有改变 ,
你的无奈我知道你的心已不在
放开这是最好的决定你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

迷路兵-适应

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能静静地
风吹醒那些曾经转过身我用眼泪聆听

心该怎么学会去适应那些没你的安静
我也想小心地收起所有回忆却总是忍不住不断的翻起

爱开始了该怎么去喊停

迷路兵-泪

深夜里无法习惯没有你不愿意再走下去
这距离痛得我不能呼吸难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓我闭上眼睛不能入睡只希望你给我一些安慰
这些眼泪我无所谓真心的对待最珍贵我回头想起爱情的甜美永远不后悔

牵领我进入睡梦追随重温过去我们两梦中相依偎虽是梦幻愿沉醉

I'll not blame anyone for anything. I'll juz blame myself for everything. 怪自己没有能力，怪自己无能为力，怪自己的力量那么渺小，怪自己没有尽力，怪自己努力的不够 etc. Maybe what can i do to make myself feel better is by punishing myself.

张震岳 & Tanya - 思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去为何总是在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间裡尤其在夜裡还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病久久不能痊癒

当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营忘记身边的人需要爱和关心藉口总是拉远了距离不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看自己想想自己到底做了甚麼蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切那些人事物会离我远去而我们终究也会远离变成回忆
Oh 思念是一种病 Oh 思念是一种病一种病

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Oh no i feel like buying HP last bk coz eager to know who die in e end and how they die. Told my mom then she say next time i work liao then buy myself la. She say after all come out then will offer liao. Haha.. ok.. My plan was buying the whole 7books all at once.
But e prob is.. i feel like buying 张震岳's album! OMG!! Stop thinking all these!! Stop!! Only can save $ to buy FLH's albumSSSS!! STOP!! Haha. Normally if i wanna buy an album other than F4/FLH hor, i will only decide i want to buy after hearing most of e album's songs and confirm that they are very nice n i like the songs. Well, mayb i should wait his jing xuan ji.. coz he got real quite alot of nice songs.
One of his song- 'OK' got a part of lyrics is:
我可不想装的很可悲好让人家来给我安慰
这一段时间我很OK　顶多入夜时候早早睡
当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边寂寞很OK　一个人OK　习惯就OK

爱情面貌我试图了解　却把自己搞的很狼狈
有一段时间我不OK　把灵魂关在黑暗里面
当然还是有一些小小的痛苦在身边寂寞很OK　一个人OK　习惯就OK
寂寞很OK　一个人OK　习惯就OK

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

Reali affected by Charmed ba.. Wanna know abt San Fransico info if there's any.. Went Wikipedia's webby to find out abt e schools there. Among the long list, i'm shock to find out tat only 1 sch got Accounting sia! It's the Golden Gate Uni http://www.ggu.edu/

The requirement is [To be considered for admission to undergraduate programs, you should have: a high school grade point average of 3.00 (B) or higher (3.2 for some programs); or, a community college, college, or university cumulative grade point average of 2.00 (C) or better ]

ERRRR... i dun understand lei. So to us, it's min GPA of 3.00 or 2.00?

Got the English language requirement oso.. I read through n i think this is e requirement applicable to us ba? [Completion of a British-standard "O-level" examination in English Language/ Literature with a mark of C or higher**] I can understand this.. Haha C6 onwards for O Level Eng can liao.

But anyway, it's juz an interest to find out abt the situation there.. Wish to go but can't go de la. Haha.. Anyway, i've changed my blog main pic above.. I know.. it does not fit into this blog de background n setting.. But no time to change other details of my blog yet la. By the way, the manor in the left side of e pic is the Victorian manor of e Charmed ones.. If i ever got chance to go San Fransico, i wanna take a pic outside this hse man!

Now slowly browsing through Unis in Taiwan.. Oso for fun only.. Checking for Media courses ba.. Really only for fun.. Targetting at Taipei's Unis first.. Any info found will share with ur again.

So far found 国立政治大学广播电视学系 http://www.rtv.nccu.edu.tw/.

At first is go see 台大's website but dun hav broadcast de course.

and Zhang Dong Liang's sch 世新大学, Department in Radio, Television and Film (新聞傳播學院). http://www.shu.edu.tw/

Not bad sia all these Universities in Taiwan, their website got English version de lor.

Researched on 華岡藝校 too.. I thought they'll have broadcast courses.. But they only got orchestra n performing de.

PS recently no time to login youtubes and fcs to update everyone with news..
There's something sooooooo important that ur muz watch this.
READY???!!! Pause my imeem first.
GET SET!!! On ur speaker n don't blink!
GO!!!!

OMG!!!

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Juz finished CRA lec..I was eagerly waiting for Mrs.Cheong to start Lec 9 which starts about Auditing.. Previously we are only learning Corporate Reporting.. Now finally touching Audit. I find Audit interesting, at least more interesting than other subs. But i am glad that i did not make the wrong choice. I chose Accouting instead of Auditing despite almost everyone chooses Auditing for the SIP thingy or wadever it is. Coz i don't think i am the cut for audit, not suitable for it. Not suitable for checking things la coz i'm not perfect or likes to check on things.. Somehow if i need to demand documents or evidence from e co., i dun dare to do that de la coz i dun like to have tense or bad situation when interacting with people. My passion still remains in sec which is accounting lo. Sign.. Hope i won't regret it.

Then during e lec was so so so disappointed.. Told the 2 persons beside me i'm crying but i think they don't believe that haha. I really tried my best lar.. What else can i do more?

How can i let everyone know and understand that how hard it is for everyone to meet n become friends out of so many people in this world? How can i let everyone get together?
That's y i kept sitting in different places becoz i don't like people breaking up into small grps, always only care abt their own groups and don't treat everyone as friends although other people really treat them as friends. Just that there's misunderstandings here and there and people don't listen to what i explained.

Friends means selfless ma. Why must we care how other people treat us and why must we treat them bad if they treat us bad? Not to the extent of bad la. Juz an example. That's friends wad.. Don't calculate. If some still don't understand this, that doesn't mean that we should treat them the same way too. Like this i defence against u, u defence against me. I treat u badx1, u treat me badx2, then i treat u badx3 and going non-stop.
U CALL THIS FRIENDS????

Although Music in e Air end alr.. But 29 Jul onwards every Sun got this kind of show again for singers to go on it to sing. SO i guess S.H.E will have e chance to go this shooting ba? Coz one of it's host is Jiao Jiao (taiwan de), Selina's best fren leh.
21st Aug onwards is 才华横溢出新秀 le!! YAY!

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Quote of the Day
[Matthew 5:44 - But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you]

Our presentation day's photos:

Got 7 heads.. Can see? Haha

I am e fattest among all of them lor

They forced us to sit center.. zai zai one lor..

I like Mrs Cheong very much.. Really do! I believe we all do! She's really very very nice.. She can even be naughty and funny and joke around de lor.. She's reali a very very nice person. My most fav tutor among all years.. Haha

Do Re Mi Fa So... So= Sop.. wow so coincidence!

I got wear heels le leh!! Arghh

Today stayed in school till 9pm to do AA proj. Tml oso..Ordered Canadian Pizza for dinner.

Glad that Music in the Air got repeat @ 12am..

Met the guys in our class at lab today. They stayed till 7++.. Realised they're good people.. Really ren bu ke mao xiang. But abit noisy though.. Well, at least this yr's classmates are better than last 2yrs of mine. I realise since yr.2 after changing classes i have no mood to study anymore lor. Although 1st yr i also keep copying n dreaming, but dunno y i still like lessons and will at least study lor. 2nd yr onwards classmates changed n e situation between everyone in e class was reali stern and tense and very very very bad lor! Reali bad!! I onli got pf in that class lor. Then totally dun study alr. And it became a habit which now i still can't changed lor.

I thought this yr i would be better off with different classmates n ..... .

Try ba.. This sat *should be* nv do proj la coz these 2days stay late.. Then i *plan* to study Tax from Deductions onwards la. Hopefully lo. Dunno will ask ppl but still considering to ask who yet. Some will get irritated, some will get impatient, some not approachable, some cannot cut into them, some dun dare to disturb, some no time, some no chance to ask them.

Duh!

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iSophia

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♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games

Playlist

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What i Like!

♥Taiwan

♥The Arcade

♥Cappuccino

♥Bubble Tea

♥Viwawa's Big 2.5

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♥Charmed

♥Jerry Yan

♥飛輪海

♥林依晨

Wishes_純.屬.幻.想

♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car

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♥Swee Mei
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♥林依晨's official site
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