S.M.I.L.E.....iSophia

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

my finger and wrist is in a little pain.

due to chionging of petty cash cheques.

too rough on the keyboards....
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Mon i was busy in the morning, rushing some things, then the recep called me to go down saying there's a package for me.

Then i went down and she passed me a present with a note "Happy Birthday in advance"

It was a white DS from my colleagues.

I've been considering to trade in my rose colour DS for a white DS because everytime i see someone with a white DS i can't help but feel that i want white also.
But can't decide to spend the $ or not...
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On that solar eclipse day, i was watching CHARMED as usual after OT.. I will watch 1 episode even though it's late already. That episode also talks about solar eclipse! haha.. a little surprise.

And yesterday when i watch, i saw Ashley from HSM! The one playing Sharpay's role. haha she was in CHARMED season 3!

Another suprise.

My mom came in to ask what i'm watching too. I didn't reply. But she said 'Oh, the 3 wu po one'
Haha i am shock that she will remember also.

That shows that i'm really always watching in on ch5 till they all remember clearly about it.
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Next Wed resuming driving lessons.
Gosh after stopping 1 month...
haha..

Really afraid.

iSophia posted @11:53 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

what i always do when i'm not feeling very good.
listening to A Mei's 阿密特 now.
Not the 1st time listening, but the songs are very rock which i would like to blast my ears with when i'm not in a very good mood or feeling down.

Rock songs are really a very nice way to share your feelings with.

iSophia posted @11:25 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Busy busy busy.

Didn't go home after work at all this week.

OT & lessons.

But today after work went to have my favourite Din Tai Fung and played arcade.
Din Tai Fung got the new spicy crab dumpling from now till 31st Aug. It's only out for once a year. Quite ok but it's actually not spicy haha.

TimeZone arcade. Every fri if top up $20, will have another $20 free = $40 value.

The new staff was on MC today. 5th day of work and already sick, wondering if the AP is scaring or pressurizing her off.

I get what i wished, almost zero phone calls everyday. PEACE.
But what i expected happened too.
I felt guilty towards my mentor.

A year ago she passed me AP and learnt full-set a/cs.
For more than half year, she did not OT, did not bring home work, did not come back on Saturdays anymore.

But now she's taking back almost half of the AP load, the other half split between 2 other colleagues. She actually took back work to do today.

Although i really felt relieve although now i'm very busy and trying to handle all the new stuffs and at the same time finish off some AP responsibilities, but i feel bad to see her being so busy again.
Somehow i feel that she should be taking more of other stuffs instead of taking back AP loads.

From now on i have a new 'enemy'. Guess you'll read about her all the time here. haha..
She's a colleague but not from my department.

She likes to talk a lot non-stop. And there's no chance you can argue with her and win. Nobody stands her in our company.
And from now on i have to deal with her often.

Often i hear colleagues arguing with her loudly or getting very agitated with her.
Fortunately i am not someone who will talk back or get angry directly with anyone.

Today she called me and starting to rant about some stuffs which really doesn't concern me. But i don't dare to tell my asst. fm coz she will argue with her and they will start to shout at each other again.

She call me and just keep saying very nasty words.
Think last week during a meeting we mentioned about giving us relevant documents.
She called me and say we are just complaining and she knows what's behind our sentences. She tell me don't think she dunno wad we're trying to do blah blah blah blah.
I swear we didn't have any, ANY bad intention at all.
But she just like to 扭曲 everything and always thinking we're just trying to backstab her.
-.-"

I really don't understand why got people create office politics like her sia.
We're colleagues in the same company.
We are just trying to help each other at work and no harm at all lor.

Previously she gave me some stuffs, but later on when we take another from her, she say she alr gave to me. She also called to yell at me ask me why i never pass the thing to my asst.fm and says that she's very tired we keep losing things blah blah blah and hang up on me.
I was really upset about this because i can confirm she never give that particular thing to me at all.

But i never talk back to her and never bother to explain or get angry and yelled back at her at all all this time.
Because i know that if i talk back any sentence, she will not listen and she will yell back at me again with her unreasonable reasons.
So i rather just keep quiet and say OK and let her rant all she wants.
I just don't bother about her although really can't stand her.

Haha.

The weird thing is after she put down the phone, the next time i sees her. she's back to normal and smile and joke with me again.
Super mood swing?
Not exactly mood swing.
But i hate this kind of people. Just letting your temper go out of control and start yelling at other people at your own pleasure without respecting other people's feelings.

How can you just say what you like to other people and hurting them?
So what if you're angry or upset or not feeling happy?
Other people is not born to let you vent anger on.

Sign. if everyone can be peaceful, then it'll really be world peace for us.
Somehow this new generation of world, HUMANS are just living to find people's faults, trying to get angry or unhappy, making issues big, finding unhappy stuffs,

INSTEAD of being peaceful.
Don't you think so?
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Previously was thinking of booking a chalet on 23&24th and stay there on my own. To have real peace for my birthday at least.
But i am taking 22nd for driving test already so i don't know if i should take the whole week. Because 21st is public holiday.
And it looks weird to go back to the office 1 day on fri or 1 day on wed which is middle and end of the week.

I just hope i can pass my driving!!
But, hard lar.
I think i'm very slow stupid and really blur in this.
Haha.

iSophia posted @1:47 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

My friend, please read finish this entry.

You know. Not that i rely a lot on horoscope.

But this particular facebook horoscope test is just, very accurate.

幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：

天秤座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。
於是大家也由此認為天秤是群居生物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。

但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。
的確，天秤是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。

氣氛熱烈時，他們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；

氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。

總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天秤稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼，使之維持水平狀態。而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。

但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。

因此，儘管慵懶的天秤座討厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。

也許正因如此，使得天秤在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。

性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推卸。

他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光...

Really, so accurate.
This can explains why all along i can't stand having any unhappiness with anyone at all...
So accurate...

And i am really very very lazy de i admit.. haha

The part that can't relax myself in the public... i believe so.
Always wearing a smile in front of people.

And the last sentence, definitely true.
I would love being alone at home whole day.

Oh i did another test which, turns out to be so super accurate too!!!

天平不懂得拒绝，天平面对一个自己明明不喜欢的人，只要那人能主动积极一点，那天平是不会拒绝的，因为天平觉得拒绝会伤害你。为了不伤害你，天平只有牺牲自己。

而且天平将'责任'二字看得太重，却又未认识到'责任'的真正精髓所在，以至于用了一种对自己极其残酷的方式给'责任'下着定义。
这是一个力求公平的天平的善良抉择，更是一个近乎愚蠢的抉择。
这是天平的悲哀。

天平对于自己内心真正的想法很少对人倾诉，因为天平深知沉默才能坚强。
所以，除了天平自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天平时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。

不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天平背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天平只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。

一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。
所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。

'朋友'二字对于天平有多重要是一般人不能理解的。
这么说吧，天平把友情看的重要。因为天平是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天平不会享受孤独。

每个天平都有轻微的抑郁症，孤独就是诱发天平抑郁症的罪魁祸首！
而抑郁症的最大特点就是厌世，这绝不是危言耸听，孤独就是能让天平产生厌世的感觉。

天平是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天平才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。
所以天平总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。

对于自己不喜欢的人，天平虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天平认识的人天平绝不会轻易得罪。
为了维持这种和谐的关系，天平不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。

其实天平真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天平的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天平总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天平受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天平的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天平内心的更始微乎其微。

天平对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天平对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。

天平一生都致力于创造一个自己心目中理想的和谐的美丽新世界，在那个世界中没有明争暗斗，没有尔虞我诈，大家都是好朋友，所有人都互相关心，互相照顾。

总之，天平对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天平对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。

如果你有朋友是天平的话，那么你应该感到幸运！

OMG. i really find it super accurate. for me la.
tsk tsk tsk...
how can it be so accurate!!!

I swear i didn't insert any of my own words...
Really... i totally agree of the bold words.
Especially the last purple bold paragraph...
I really wish and dream for this kind of perfect people-people relationship.
At least with EVERYONE that i know.

And this is what i always am. No matter how she treat me, i will not be unhappy or angry. What i want is just a perfect relationship with everyone that even though people take me out to vent anger on for no reason, i also won't retaliate back because i know everyone just needs someone to vent anger on and i won't hold it against back.

That's y sometimes i really can't understand why some people can be so disregard other people's feeling and just express their complaints and unpleasant comment?
Just like recently the new 'women' that i had to deal with.
She just tell me she's very sian of us taking things from her and she really very tired of it and then hang up on me.

How can one person make comment to other people making other people feel bad or miserable? Thing already happen, what good will it make to you if you talk like that?
You will only make one more person in the world unhappy for the day.

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Next is another test but is personality test, not horoscope:
你遭遇過的挫折比一般人多
你曾經接觸過一些難相處的人
(yes, not just 一些.. all the suppliers, sub-cons, and u-know-who)
沒道理的規定和不和諧的人際關係
(yes yes, dragging payments that supposed to be paid etc etc...)
你覺得一個人去看電影沒什麼大不了的
(yes yes yes, in fact i did it b4, 3 times!)
反而想不通為什麼有些人非要有人陪才肯去看電影

Oki, thanks for reading.

iSophia posted @12:20 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

I found it... It's 'STEPS' and the song i'm looking for is 'It's the way you make me feel' !!

Listening to 范玮琪's “F ONE” and 林依晨's "幸福遇見"..

One of 范范's song have this chorus:

"想知道你现在好不好
那些你给我的回忆　快乐也不少
少了你的未来我很好
只是离开的原因　　好像我还忘不了

想知道你现在好不好
想问你还相不相信　当初的玩笑
少了你的未来我很好
早就不再相信他比我更重要"

林依晨 bought back '惡作劇' to sing... she sing got even more significant meaning..
=)))

iSophia posted @3:30 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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This is the 2nd group of CHARMED.

The first few seasons were Prue, Piper and Pheobe.

Then Prue was dead.

And Paige was added in.

All 4 of them are very beautiful....

I'm starting to watch the CHARMED dvd i bought. Once my dad came in and asked is it these girls know magic?????

I think he recognises them. I've been watching them for YEARS on channel5.

Although since 'young' i always avoided answering him when he asked me are those magic.. Because i'm afraid he would stop me from watching if i tell him the story. haha.

The triangle symbol.. is call Triquetra.. dunno how it's spelled.

It's a symbol of Power of 3.

Means 3 sisters are the strongest when they're together.

Their names all starts with P.

Prue, Piper, Pheobe, Paige.

Nice names.

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Red Thread is ending. The ending song is very nice.

Trying to find it.

And that means that,

HEROES season 3 is coming!!!!

Starting from Thursday!!!!

iSophia posted @1:00 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Why is everything not smooth for me recently?

Why?

My work, my driving lessons.

Everything seems to go haywire.

Let's talk about it one by one.

The one that upsets me the most now is my driving lessons because i just had one a few hours ago. I had a lesson last night too.

Both ended up badly as i can't stay focus and made mistakes all the time.

By this time i should be able to drive around the road without my instructors giving guidance. But somehow i screwed everything up that i learnt.

If i say it's because i've stopped lessons for a week. Then i'm really dead because after today, i'm stopping lesson for A MONTH.

The next lesson is in 5th august. I'm really gonna be real bad by then.

I can't focus!!!!! What am i thinking and worrying about!!!!

My biggest weakness is lane changing. Can't judge when to lane change.
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Next, is work.

Seriously there's a few times that I-weekly's horoscope was really true.
This week it says of Libra:
[虽然明知道即将接手的是既麻烦又棘手的事，但你却推辞不了。周末因为心不在焉所说出的话，可能会成为别人的把柄，要小心。]

Apparently the part that says 即将接手的是既麻烦又棘手的事 is really true. Not just for me. But for all the LIBRAs in our department.

We have 4 LIBRAs in our finance department. And sad to say, we're in the same team, which is the construction subsidiary. I always believe that persons of the same horoscope cannot work together.

Ok there's a real big reshuffle in our department.
I'm taking over a new developer accounts.
And another one which is someone passed me her company which is just collecting 3 rentals per month and some small transactions that is really little just to let me get a hang of this kind of company.

I'm no longer in AP, well, not totally out but i don't have to deal with suppliers and sub-cons anymore.

I am moving to the AR which is back-charging sub-cons for fines and penalties. And i will prepare cheques for miscellaneous items like SP services and telephone bills.

My current AP load, is shared out to 5 people doing. With 2 taking care of all sub-cons including the calls, and 3 taking suppliers.
They split the suppliers up to according to alphabets and each person take some.

So why am i still saying i'm taking over 麻烦又棘手的事? Because this new project is selling real good which means everytime i collect progressive $ from all the buyers, i have to issue invoices and receipts to every of them... and woodlands had 180++ units.
haha... that's not it.
the agents that sells them kept making mistakes with the GST, with 1 cent more or less. so it's gonna be troublesome.

The next thing is... for those who reads newspapers everyday. especially the morning paper.. might have realise my company was in one of the news yesterday in a 'good' way. -.-"
Can't say too much here..
So we predicted that there'll be a lot a lot, super lot of backcharges to sub-cons coming up. Which will be my job to issue AR invoice -.-"

Enough of me, the other 3 libras..
My mentor- she had to take over part of the suppliers load which i think it's really quite a lot for her... felt quite sorry that i don't have to do them but ended up she had to take up more. But after a few months of trying if i have space i will volunteer to take some suppliers from any of them if they can't handle. Already told my FM that.

My 'mom'- she's taking over an accounts from someone which all of us agreed that it would be shitty as that someone wasn't very well-organised.

Someone- he's taking up some suppliers and in charge of preparing all supplier's cheque. that, is really big change for him ba. From surfing net all the time other than the week of closing, he's gonna be all the time busy for now. i think so.

So, all 4 LIBRAs are taking over new stuffs that are not very very good.

But still, i'm very relieved that i don't have to handle calls anymore. Something i'm afraid of for the past 1year and 3 mths. hahaha...

But it's bad to 把快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上 right. haha..
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I'm trying to watch CHARMED if i had time. Was very unwilling to on computer today but i had to. I can't express how much i really love this series. haha

Listen to 林依晨's new album

http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_9761ec80b067abc8.htm

iSophia posted @7:16 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Only one word to say... BUSY!!!!

Work busy, after work also busy.

不知不覺 i've become a 大忙人.

At work, there's forever many stuffs to do.

But Fri there'll be a meeting about 大風吹....

吹什麽??? i don't know... they says it'll be better for me.
But i will not give myself any hope.
I'm always prepared for the worst.

But most prob i won't have so much calls to answer.

Monday that new perm accts executive staff is coming.

Welcome to Heaven & Hell.
Heaven as in our department colleagues are really heaven.
Hell as in the load and the mess is really hell.

So bascially i don't have time at all in office unless lunch time we lunch in.
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Next, after work.
My department is trying to fix a BBQ, especially at mid aug after our half yr sgx announcement. But somehow no matter wad day i also very busy.

Ever since last week of june i every week don't have one day is free de lor.

After work either got lesson, got driving lesson, got OT, got to settle dad's stuffs, etc etc. Even my dad ask me help him buy a thumbdrive weeks ago, till now i no chance to go shopping mall to buy it.

I can't promise anyone any dates now.
Don't try to ask me for a dinner or go anywhere to play or shop.

PF lent me a set of dvd, since 1mth ago?
I haven even finish episode 1.

My AFM keep telling me to go learn swimming with my friends, should go try this learn that with my friends coz we're still young etc etc...

But, I REALLY NO TIME!!!

Ever since last thurs after lesson, the plastic bag is on e floor till now i never touch any bit!! hahahahahahahahahaha...
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Oh yes.

For those who are following my blog, should know many mths ago, i did scream and yelled here about XX Concrete's staff Chris XX.

He's back to make a nuisance again.
This time round is even more ridiculous.

Ok, they bill us the wrong unit price from FEB to MAY's invoices.
And they took until last week then gave us the Credit Notes.

The credit note, is just a sentence from Feb to May invoices $XX,XXX.XX
WTH?!
And concrete is count by load. One invoice might have 80+ loads. Each load being difference price.
So i have to do my own spreadsheet, key in LOAD BY LOAD, the quantity the wrong unit price, the correct unit price to see if total by ALL the loads in these 4mths hor, if the difference is the same as the credit note that they gave us.

It took me sunday night, mon night, and yesterday night at office OT to tally the credit note.
But in the mean time, this stupid idiot keep calling.

Yesterday my mentor alr yelled at him and asked him to call on fri to check payment.
BUT today he called again.

His attitude is damn super bad. the way he talks is also damn sacastic.
Hey who's in the wrong here?
And when we asked breakdown from them they dun wan give.
But this stupid idiot keep calling to say those kind of words....

Bet he's just using the phone to call every supplier to chase payment the whole day. His only job is to make phone calls.

He's very ridiculous la. When we explained to him is their billing wrong and gave us this one whole lump sum credit note, he said 'OH I KNOW MY ACCTS VERY WELL. THEY WON'T MAKE MISTAKE. THEIR BILLING SUPER GOOD. NO PROBLEM ONE'

WTF?! if no prob then y u nid to give credit note.
He die die dun wan put down the phone leh.
Keep 搬 his bosses out. Keep saying, wad if he ask his manager to call us, wad if he ask his boss to call us, wad if wad if... we told him by all means, ask anyone to call us also same ans.

U gave us a whole lump sum credit note and we hav to check one item by one item, and there u are making a nuisance to receive payment everyday when we already explained we need time to check.

SIAO!

Totally SIAO!

He juz dun understand wad is happening at all. Only know how to force ppl give payment. And always give that cold laugh sacastically.

After tat afternoon he called 2 times again lor. I juz KAP his call loudly without saying bye. Can't stand....

Then another person from this co. called me. GM's assistant. I told her abt him. And she said many ppl complained abt him.
We have to write an email to them to complain if we want to.
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Suddenly i remember in sec sch i like a english group. I totally forgot their names and the songs i like. It's a mixture of guys and girls... I really forgot who are they.
But i really wan to hear their songs again..
Anyone wan give me suggestions see which group might it be?

after going through haoting.com's english singers list A to Z, every single name.
i still can't recognise the english band that i like their songs very much around 2001 and 2002.
can anyone list out those that u know and let me recall????

it's a band with mixture of girls and guys. definitely not S Club 7.
their songs very nice de...
i just totally forgot all the names.
please list out those that u know.

i really want to know.

Maybe it's Wonder Girls' Nobody song triggers all these memories. I'm listening to SPEED's WHITE LOVE now.. so long ago de song.. but it's very very nice.. all those song memories from pri & sec sch de...

By any chance anyone still has SPEED's White Love song?

Anyway, if 郭靜 is coming SG for her album, pls tell me. I'll see if i can have time to go her autograph

iSophia posted @9:58 PM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Thursday, July 02, 2009

從7/4起每週六晚上9點

[V] CIRCUS ACTION

第4季-熱血巴士

iSophia posted @12:28 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

haix......................................................................................................

iSophia posted @12:00 AM & welcomes u to visit here again

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about ME!

iSophia

♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games

Playlist

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

What i Like!

♥Taiwan

♥The Arcade

♥Cappuccino

♥Bubble Tea

♥Viwawa's Big 2.5

my FavouriTes

♥Charmed

♥Jerry Yan

♥飛輪海

♥林依晨

Wishes_純.屬.幻.想

♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car

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