或許元秋葉說的一些話是對的吧。照片真的能夠看出很多東西。可是爲什麽我看的照片,都帶來更多的痛?誰能停止我腦海裏的思緒?誰能停止我臉上的水龍頭?誰能讓我入睡?誰,能夠解開我的疑問?
Went to Uncle Ringo FunFair with Mei,Huiling,Brenda,Bel,Qiwei. Spent $27.50 on 3games. The most exciting one is Vortex.. It's really very exciting. I was afraid to go on it at first. But i want to challenge myself. And i succeed! It's fun, just that i'm really scare that the safety bar will loose then i will fly out. Coz during the ride, i'm not sitting on the chair already.. My whole body is lying on the safety bar, coz got alot overturns.. If the safety bar loose, then i'll fly out. But deep inside me, i have a little hope that i'll fly out.. Next was Challenger, then Sky Rider.
I didn't scream most of the time, only screamed softly awhile at Vortex and shouted ' I love FLH' at Sky Rider. I was smiling most of the time on these rides, but my mind was flashing ideas that i'll fly out and die then i can get away from everything.
Everyone! Must watch Monday's Yu Le Bai Fen Bai!!!!!
Coz it's VERY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wu Xiong 五熊(蔡宜臻) really very cute lor. Love her laughing sound.. Damn cute!! And she cannot stop laughing.. haha..WATCH HER DANCE! WATCH HER DANCE!! DAMN CUTE N FUNNY. Prince so handsome!
今天體驗到的是-‘空歡喜一場’ 我又會錯意了 還以爲那番話是對我的回應
其實自己也不是很確定,但是時機太湊巧了吧
原來那番話不是對我說的 原本還很高興終于得到我要的回應了呢
我知道 我不應該那麽自私 所以我也在慢慢學著
電視劇裏為大的男主角每次都說‘只要她快樂,我就快樂。愛不一定是要擁有’
我總是覺得這是不肯能在現代發生的 現在的人都很自私 絕對不可能那麽偉大
可是 我現在就在學 不是愛情的啦
我的是‘只要朋友高興,我再怎樣都不要緊’
人在傷口裏學習 成長
我希望這樣慢慢的接受痛苦 慢慢適應 我會變得更堅強吧
其實,我好累。[插播:鄭元暢在熱情仲夏裏飾演‘歐陽累’哦!]對,長期以來每天幾乎只睡4個小時會讓我的軀體很累。但是心靈的累遠遠超過軀體的。我好想躲起來,遠離一切一陣子。好想連續幾天:每天躲在家裏,不合任何人聯絡,不管任何事。。如果我真的這樣做,那我失去的會更多。
Actually this should be posted on my wretch blog. But too lazy to login there. Tonight, will be another night of no-sleeping for me.