I've always told my dad nowadays that.. i'm turning into an adult real soon.. just let me chase them, just let me stick to the tv, just let me crazy of all these things a while more.. We can't fight time, can't expect me to go airport and shout crazily after i'm old right?
Can't expect me to quit work and stick to the tv at home everyday right?
I just want to grab this little time before i can't do all these things crazily.
Just these few months, or a year.
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Today.. only got one word to express - 爽!
Stayed at home whole day today.. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!
Thanks for not asking me out today or whatever.
I know those who understand me will understand me.
wonder when will be the next day like today.
so i'm considered 宅女?? haha..
Whole day.. just myself in the house.. with tv.
Although i never eat dinner, but i'm not feeling hungry at all.
Haha i've imagined things again..
Tv shows always is like those people are dying, but they will 撐 till they seen their love ones or they are forgiven or wad then they will go right..
I hope tat i will be the one who 撐 till i finish a show.
Afterall, when u're going to die, u will wish to do something that u love the last time before you go right.. some is after eating ur favourite food, some is after talking to someone important to you, some is after playing the last round of ur favourite game, some is after visiting somewhere important etc etc..
雖然至今還是很心痛，很傷心，很遺憾，忘不了，放不下
至少我找到能讓我短暫的腦海裏不會有這些事情的方法..
arcade & tv.
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Anyway, wed... gosh i forgot wad i did.
i got somethin to say bout tat day but i forgotten.. forget it..
Thursday.. e day tat i broke my 原則. i realise i reali got a lot of 原則s and i 堅持 them. But recently 2 of them are broken.. 1st is.. i don't let people treat me, even it is only a $3 bowl of noodle and to that person this amount is nothing. The same theory as i don't like to accept present. I don't like the feeling of accepting.
Well, e 2nd one is lateness. I don't like lateness.. i don't like 遲到s.. but i am late and made jx n wr waited for me 3hrs on thursday. I will not have any feeling of blaming anyone who cause me to be late or wad. Coz i'll only blame myself that i made other people waited for me.
I don't mind waiting, be it how many hrs.
But i will try my best not to let anyone to wait for me.
Anyway, went bugis to take the couple tee tat we ordered for jx n wr. Bought my schedule book for 2008 le! In e end didn't buy cute cute nice nice cover de.. juz a simple one.. will try to go spotlight to see how i can decorate it ba.
Then met bel n went Parkway to meet jx n wr. Had pastamania for lunch.. kept askin those 2 to wear e couple tee let us see, they juz dun wan! haha..
went arcade to see a family spending all their money together in the Sweet Machine.
A father, a mother, a daughter and a son. These 4 people.. spent more than $200 on the arcade sweet machine during the half hr or 45min tat we're there.
Maybe they are way early before we reach, or stayed for a few more hours after we left, tat means they spend more than $200 tat we saw!!
Well, this is the way this family spend time together.. They are enjoying the time wad.. So not consider wrong ba.. Kinda envy that they have this kinda parents tat will go arcade to play with them and really like to play.
Went bedok.. then went back Parkway. It's ard 8pm when i took e shuttle bus to go back to PP again.. therefore the whole bus only got 3 people.
Suddenly hope tat i can go back to Malaysia. Coz the bus journey there is 7-8 hrs, stopping 2 times for meals and snacks.
I want to go back not because i wan to see any relative or wad. Actually i hope once i reach, i can take another bus back.
Because.. on e bus, everyone will be sleeping throughout e bus journey.. i seldom sleep.. maybe i will close my eyes but i'm not sleeping. As usual, i'm thinking.
I like to take bus alone, esp when e bus got little people only.
Dazing outside, mind racing. Or even thinking nth but only listening to songs.
I hope i can go back to malaysia.. so tat i can have quiet moment on e bus and let me brain think endless-ly for so many hrs.
And perhaps after i'm back from so many hrs of thoughts, i can stop thinking all those things and become more lively?
Went 3 shopping centres this week but can't find any wallet tat will make me buy it lor. Very rare i will push up the budget of wallet to $25 leh. the past 19 years of my life, i onli allow myself to buy $10 de wallet lor.
Fri.. super slack in office. Coz both managers took leave.. and i think many people took leave!! coz it's reali very little people in the office!!!
went dhoby ghaut de arcade after work for a while.
went in PC bunk to see people playing MapleStory..
anyway, some might not heard of PC Bunk before.. PC Bunk is a computer lan shop.. for people to go play computer games de lar. But this PC Bunk is very special. It's very very big.. the environment is not as complicated as normal lan shops, and it's not smoky or dirty or wad.
Almost every computer player there is playing MapleStory.. this shop opened by Asiasoft ba? which is MapleStory, AuditionSea, PangyaSea de company.
Saw a lvl 167 de playing so stand there for quite some time to see him train..
HE'S VERY OLD LOR.. 60+ YRS OLD LEH!!! haha..
honestly even though i know even old people chiong MapleStory, but seeing someone 60+ yrs old and lvl 167, still quite surprise.. and playing at PC Bunk somemore..
so 格格不入 the place lar. haha..
Can't say that he's crazy lor. I also hope that till i'm old, i will still be playing ISOPHIA. Provided e game will still be around at tat time..
I guess he's 退休人士 ba..
Ghost whisperer next week is final episode of this season le. Then it'll be SuperNatural 2nd season le!!
haix.. reali made me misses CHARMED so so super much.. coz for e past 6 years on ch5, it's always Charmed, then after season finale is Smallville, after smallville season finale is CHARMED again and so on and so on.. similar situation as now de GW&Supernatural.
All were/are nice shows..
[believe me or not, i took 2hours and 25min to finish this entry. after editing more than 10times.]
