(要是幾個月前聽到這首歌和歌詞的我，只有痛哭流涕。但是至今，只有微微的落淚. but this song's lyrics.. EVERY WORD.. arghh... reflects.)
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Calvin & WuZun will be in singaproe promoting romantic princess on 9th & 10th March. OH NO IT'S SUNDAY N MONDAY!!

SUNDAY!! OMG.. OH NO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
malaysia is 7th n 8th. kns y cannot sg 7th n 8th.
WE GRADUATE ALR!! can go even on weekdays lor..
somemore those kids no holidays, so dun nid scare a lot ppl alr queuing even in e morning.
hopefully e plane arrival will be on sat night. then hopefulyl autograph is on MON. LOL..

TODAY IS 1ST FEB!!!

today is the release date of 雙面飛輪海 改版 in tw.. next mon 3 feb will reach sg.

i didn't know it was 1st feb today lor. yesterday received a sms from cd-rama then realise it's 1st feb le.. hehe why cd-rama sms me? when i reach home tonight then the '迷' will 解開..

hehe i think even i hav to fly to jurong. i oso muz take e flh calendar poster from jx liao.. coz i want to put it up BIG BIG for ppl who come my house to 拜年..

i want to put a lot of posters, pictures of FLH everywhere in my room to let those who come to see. TO LET THEM SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE 飛輪海 HAHAHAHAHAHA.. I'M SO PROUD OF IT.
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wed went karen's hse for 'project camp'. stayed over and came back today.

i won't apply for uni, i won't sign up acca this year. let me have some more time to think about some things. at this point of my life, i'm in a 十字路口, there's so many routes that i *can* choose if i want. i still don't know yet. i don't want to tie down myself first.

1) work, study acca n stays in accounting
2) finance? work in bank in credit department/ personal financial planner
3) Degree in Chinese studies???!
4) work first, earn enough $ and after 3yrs (hav to work 3yrs to repay poly study grant coz i'm a foreigner), go *TW* to study..
5) search for private media courses

i dunno.. i dunno if i want to only study media just for my interest and not make it as my career or i really want to make it as my career.

so i cannot choose to study anything this year. it's too fast and rush before i can have time to regret already. the base n last resort of coz is acca.

but. life is only once. it really depends how i want it right. just continue this path that i don't really love and just [工作吃饭睡觉，这样算不算愉快?] (part of the lyrics of 飞轮海's 为你存在). or TRY (REALLY TRY HARD) to be in e path that i love and can blog interesting stuffs daily.

haha..

another major decision point in life lor. but i think most prob in e end i will 乖乖 stick back to this A&F route coz 我沒有种!. i always say say but i dun dare to go for it. i admit this. ha.. nth to be ashame abt anyway.

but one thing i always mention and still believes is, i hope to stay alone in future, with my own house, then hopefully by then hSh frenz are still by my side, then naturally all of them will be married with their family. then my hse will be e gathering place oftenly coz my hse only got me haha..

i wan to live alone whereby i can on tv/radio loud loud in e middle of e night oso won't disturb till other people and when i'm enjoying my blogging/tv-ing or whatever, i won't be disturbed by any member in e house, whereby i can do housework whenever i want, whereby i can do WHATEVER i want ANYTIME at home.

and.. franchise a subway in TP =.="
tat time went mensa to eat, then i say, the dessert stall so lok kok liao, tsk.. the vegetarian stall got 苍蝇, tsk.. 1st level tat noodle staff, tsk.. all e mensa staffs should be replaced by my franchised stalls.
i must have 3 stalls to become e subway,
then a stall for donut factory,
then a stall for bubble tea,
A STALL FOR 芒果冰!!!! OMG.. hahaha...

i promise myself i will have a tv in e living room a tv in the toilet, a tv in my room, and hopefully got another room is totally got big tv, good sound system, computer, hi-fi that can play cd n radio, very comfortable big carpet (so tat many of us can sit comfortably together, like got those one big strech of wall-cushion kind..).. wa.. SHIOK.. i can take all my annual leave all at once n hibernate at home to chiong dunno how many sets of dvd.

OSO! must have a BIG BIG SHELF for all my magazines that i 收藏 all these years,
a BIG BIG BIG BIG shelf for albums & dvds.

to attain that, i must save a lot of $ of coz =.=""
therefore if i choose the hard route to fulfill my interest, most prob i hav to forgone this wonderful entertainment room.

ps: i got one super siao impossible wish, it's just something i think nowadays, nowadays keep thinking of these kind of things. maybe coz graduating soon.. damn sad to part with ur. then keep 幻想 these things...
everyone buy one flat, whereby the whole level of e hdb flat block is us.. then ur got families. i will take e corner one. then everyday i go different of ur's hse for dinner LOL.. kind of thing.. ha.. reali crazy rite.. but.. this is what i really 幻想-ed