anyway tml they goin to work again but i've got church so i'm not going. mentioned my mom don't allow me to sign up for e S-Plan thing, so i haven confirm payment with 93.3 yet..
but surprisingly, my dad came to tell me secretly dad: '你$300還了沒有？' sop: '還沒有' dad: '爲什麽' sop: '媽媽不讓我去' dad: '不要緊啦，你去參加啦'
omg! ha.. he's cute at this moment hahahaha!! is it this is the difference between male and female? told him Changi Village got 2 or 3 job offers that can apply, then he ask me
how many out of our group ELEVEN PEOPLE are working perm, i say no la, only me n mabel finding perm, e others all apply Uni or study further. then he ask me y i nv apply, i say 沒有錢讀.. then he say i should apply coz he will take loan from bank or other ppl if i reali wanna study. that's e difference between my mom n my dad.. ha.. my mom don't wish me to study, but wish me to faster find job earn many $, and don't allow me to get in touch with anything that i like, my dream.
on e other hand my dad sometimes will be understandable abit in this area and allow me to go for it.. me myself is quite surprising too. but i told him actually half of e reason i dun wanna apply is if i apply le, then i hav to confirm stay in accounting or finance le.. which i still don't want to commit myself in it.. if in e end reali can't do other things le then i try to apply ACCA ba, but i dun wan to study le.. at least right now, i don't want to study le..
phy's sis went HMV then i asked if she could help me buy the FLH SUPER BIG 掛報, but she said no more le.. so sad.. why so fast ah.. haix.. reali very big, a man's height, and good quality.
actually 眼神 is reali something very powerful.. these few months, i've seen so many a kind of 眼神 from some people.. it scares me.. it makes me very afraid of the person.. it freaks me out.. till now i cant, i can't.. i reali can't get those 眼神s out of my mind, i can't forget those 眼神s.. i've seen 眼神s unexpectedly, and the people doesn't know that they naturally 流露 these 眼神.. and there's no one to blame coz these are their true hearts isn't it..
but it reali freaks me out.. and till now everyday, every night my mind will flash those 眼神, those faces that people carelessly naturally show out in front of me. or some actions and secrets that they are going on but actually i 看得出來 and people don't know that i knew. reali very scary.. reali freaks me out..
from thurs till today all e way everyday 9++ then go home lor. super tired.................. haven had any chance to watch video or sign in maple, next week ba.
well, is things very obvious and very fixed now? if it is, then isn't it better to get everything clear and 講好好. i'm setting up a website, i dunno i must use which photos leh. can get everything cleared ma. if not i download photoshop for trial only then cannot change e photos that i used photoshop to add effect le leh.
heard bel said weiming play back maple... not sure if he still got reads my blog, i dun think so, somehow i know who got read who never read, who read le doesn't care at all, who read le will laugh at me, who read le will say my bad words.. anyway, ya.. muahahaha.. 我要討債了!!! 4 million!!!
i think i need some form of counselling leh. most of e ppl read le hor, won't feel anything leh.. but why everyday i read le hor, got anger and super sad de feeling leh.. seriously lor.. i can't treat it as a truth and go n accept it and let it go leh.. i reali still 在意 very much and it reali still affects me very much although maybe it is either purposely or doesn't feel anything la.
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
