my S Plan Group photo
juz spent an hour or so settling one thing..
coz i kept tagging n email that blogskin creator but she nv reply me T.T
now maybe wq tat PRO can help me lol..
so i kept going her blog to tag her ma..
then her blog song SUPER nice..
It's call 'When You Look Me In The Eyes'
so i begin to start searching HIGH AND LOW for it.. but all i found was Jonas Brother's version ONLY. i reali find high and low.. even asked almost all my contacts on msn, asked phy, asked pf to ask her bro etc etc..
but got oso only Jonas Brother's version..
then in e end asked weiqiang to help.. so he found another version, downloaded and let me listen.. finally found!!!
It's When You Look Me In The Eyes by Miley Cyrus & Jonas Brothers.. from a soundtrack of another Disney show call Hannah Montana, it's another very very famous show other than High Sch Musical, muz find a time to find e show out to watch liao.
Super nice song!! reali very nice!!!!
Very nice song!!!!
lyrics:
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
*When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes*
How long will I be waiting,
To become a better man?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
*When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes*
Everday, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
*When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes*
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anyway, i like Cappucino! ha..
today then realised..
i like to drink coffee leh..
of coz tea oso la..
u know.. few days ago suddenly thought of this topic..
why must we stay in one country and stay in one country forever?
i think it's becoz we have parents, we have friends here.
so we cannot leave our parents behind and abandon them.
and we cannot bear to lose contact with our friends.
I think i'm very greedy..
There's only ONE lifetime, i can only choose ONE kind of life that i want..
Either
1) Be single always. Never committed to any marriage or kids. Enjoy single life forever.
and under this option, got 3 other options! -.-"
a: be stuck in accounting & finance, try to strive hard, earn as much $.. buy car, buy own hse, work hard.
b: oso be stuck in accounting & finance, but don't try too hard to strive to earn big $.. just spend wad i've got, be small fry and just do my job well and live super meaningless normal life.
c: Try my best to go after my dreams.. dun stuck at this industry.. but hav e courage to go after wad i like.. disregards of salary or wad.. but just wanna be happy in the industry that i desires!
2) Get married. Find a good guy. Have kids. Forever live life for kinds. tat's quite pathetic to me now. and it's impossible to have good times with husband & kids. And in this kind of life, job isn't reali important le. Family will be priority in life.. tat's reali pathetic to me.
3) this one is bascially just dreaming.. Go around and stay in different country.. Don't need to have a lot of $, don't need to have any burden or wad. Like go Country A for a few yrs, work there, live there.. not for tourism, but just basically live there work there, then go on to Country B to work n live there for another few yrs..
This is really a dream.. becoz it's impossible for me to abandon my parents n friends.
But.. this is reali a very nice life.. I always wanted to see how other country's ppl live, their culture all tat.. Always see on tv.. Some ang moh places.. very relax.. like those live in cottage houses, then got alot cafes.. afternoon or evening can have a cup of tea/coffee and relax..
Some places.. got a lot of springs 'wen quan' , everywhere is wen quans..
Reali can't describe le.. really.. feel like having this kind of life..
Why should i stuck in one country forever..
Why can't i just live and work in one country every few yrs..
I'm so greedy rite.. ha.. haix..
Really envy those ppl who really have the courage to do so.
I've seen 2 colleagues who work for going holidays, another one is juz wad i say.. work few yrs, e money take to go another country live another few yrs..
ha.. last time i dun listen to eng songs at all de.. but now my playlist got more n more eng songs hor.. but is onli those super nice ones and if by chance i get to come across them then will go listen de.. but chinese songs is still my priority..
I'm in the midst of my life whereby i don't know my goal, i don't know my meaning of living, i don't know what i want in my life, i can't decide which route i want to take, i am sometimes very thankful of what i have now and contented, i am sometimes also very discontented about my timid and meaningless life, i am sure of what i really desire and want but don't have the courage to decide, i am now just like following blindly and living blur-ly, just passing day by day, not willing to face or decide.
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and i like to play arcade..
must say so sorry to my friends who doesn't like arcade.
Becoz i forever want to play and u all hav to wait for me hehe
Hope it's not a trouble.
Dunno lei.. i juz like to play alot leh.. even though i'm bad at any game but i juz like to play.
Tat time went in Bedok de Comics Connection hor.. saw on e floor one big box of thing.. is i think guitar+drum de arcade set!!! like those got tv screen then u play according to e notes de..
I wanted to ask e cashier if it's for sale n how much de lor..
BUT
e cashier was busy talking on his hp then i can't ask..
Nowadays kept crazily think of having arcade machine of my own LOL.. but of coz it's definitely impossible la!!!
Anyway ur know got one of e arcade machine is like use a big big 'hammer' and bang something to see how high ur strength de scores tat one?? very very loud bang everytime ppl bang de..
Few days ago suddenly thought of tat clubbing incident last yr then suddenly super angry lor. whole night i can't slp leh.
very angry.
angry with ppl, oso angry with myself.
then i suddenly got e desire to play this machine. feel like BANGING all my angryness out lor. like got 'men qi' inside my heart so discomfort leh.
