i think there's a Recurring Spell casted on my life. But i believe it won't be 100% recurring ba. not again.
Anyway work blog updated. I am glad that i did not dare to pin any hopes on what they've told me, because really is easier to be said than done. I am glad that i did not quit YET, be it for my bonus, be it for extention of help, be it for my 1yr experience, because the job market is reali bad now?!
If someone breaks down or suddenly very fed up, she will become very emotional that… it causes our whole office area to become 死气沉沉.. everyone afraid of her emotion… think my msn kha-ki knew becoz it just happens very frequently that think they're oso used to me telling them these.
Then it’s like, very stress that i feel lor..
Since when, i’m always the 出气筒 of people. I thought finally i am relieved and would not have to face those things again leh, although it's very awkward to know that in this world, i'll be so super awkward to face that person again. Am praying so hard i won't bang into it again.
and and and...............................read another site ba.
i made a big mistake but it won't affect much of my work, just my 胆. haha. coz i accidently told a supplier that is chasing real hard that her cheque will be ready by tmr, because all along this week, i thought boss alr approve n we alr prepare e cheque.
But in e end, it's not even approved yet. LOL.........
So, i must have the 胆 to tell her that i saw the wrong supplier n thought that she is another supplier. But i know they sure jump coz they reali chase e $ like siao.
Their payment terms is not due but they need e cashflow urgently.
Well, wish me luck then. hahahahahahahahaha.........
Mantain a smile on my face all e time is what i want to & only can do. Work is alr bad, just be happy outside of working hours.
U know what i feel. I just feel that. No point being making the person who is already unhappy to be more unhappy by backing up for myself although it's got nth to do with me la. But, what for me myself creating more nuisance for anyone rite.
I just think that, if someone suddenly flare up for nth, n i am so got nth to do with it but dio e fire, while, tat person is not feeling gd now, i just keep quiet, don't blame that person at all becoz i know she doesn't want to do that too, just that she can't control, so, i just take it as it's nth and keep quiet.
Although of coz u'll feel so bit of unfair lar. But, work is like tat isn't it??
Either u retaliate back, make things difficult, make ur relationship with colleagues more strain.
Or u keep quiet and don't blame anyone, but just take it.
But it's just weird that, why most human doesn't share e same feeling as me.
Isn't everyone shouting WORLD PEACE all e time? Why not start with you yourself, right?
Lucky that, my colleagues r those who another day pass e next day, everything is back to normal alr. SO FAR, not yet met those who will have 隔夜气 one.
I was thinking, if unfortunately i fail TAX, becoz no interest + time to study, then i really maybe thinking considering will stop ACCA permanetely or next sem until i find a new job.
I'm just afraid that by e expected mth that i wan to leave, e market is still bad.
not even a card?
iSophia posted @11:20 PM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
