yes, i have an unrecorded leave today, means whole company not working. tmr i'm goin back to office for a lunch at 11.30 and will end ard 3pm. Fri 9am then can step into the office to work.
Very good? hmm, for this short 2days it is. This should be the only little benefit that i had ba? So i dun think it's good at all. Went to watch Love Matters today.. hmm.. not very nice la.
Quick quick, choose an 'auspicious' date.. hahahaha...
Actually i reali do think that my 意志力 is quite 強 u know. There were a few times whereby i felt that i'm going to 陷入 depression then i quickly pull myself out of the '漩渦'. Sounds hilarious hor.. hahaha..
For the past 2 nights, i had been waking up ard 3 or 4am and started to cry n cry n cry. Had to use the blanket to cover my mouth to prevent my parents hearing the cries. Stress? Partly because i recall the 'moments' where that person behaves.. That person.. u know~~~~~ my deparment that one~~~~~~~ Think she really triggers my fireline. Just dunno y keep crying n crying till i can't control oso. Then started to felt like i dun wanna step out of e hse, dun wanna face anyone. Dun wanna go to anywhere.
But this morning i faster pull myself out and dun think so much again.
黑夜裏那股沉默的力量真的很大!!!!
I dun like dark places. Not that i'm afraid of dark. Even those restaurant that is very dim, i also dun like. Not comfortable... My hse also. My mom like to pull e curtain, then dun on e light. But i ard 5pm i will start to on e lights alr. I dun like dim. But movie theatre of coz is e darker e better la -.-
Anyway since more or less i've decided, i hope this time i won't change my mind again. Hopefully...
Today went to my dad's 四姨's house. Dunno what should i call her also. But this is the 1st time in my life meeting her. Then my parents chat with her while my eyes glue on e tv coz it's showing 心花朵朵開 hahahahaha...
Tmr's office lunch... really dun feel like going leh. Really wanna sms my colleagues tell them i'm having high fever cannot go lol. Very sian la.. Dun wanna see those idiots. And the timing really very 卡在中間.. I haven do my PM homework leh! (不稀奇...)
I sure won't wake up early (now i confirm i can't wake up early to study after many tries), but after the lunch reach home 4++, after a while must go out for PM lecture alr. No time lei. I will take a lot time to do coz i dunno anything at all lol. Must read all e theory, maybe even must read e textbook all tat then maybe also still dunno how to do lol. Why can't it only be theory based?
But really think that will not choose him as e lecturer anymore. He's horrible+terrible = horrigible. hahahahahaha!!!
Not meaning his way of forcing ppl to do hw or wad. But e way that he reali doesnt show e complete ans, how am i suppose to know how he get e ans. And i really dunno wad is he teaching. His method... haix... I dun think after i read all e notes n e textbook i will know. He just never teach properly i think. At least to me, he is like this.
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
