Yay Sun Zi You really won the competition.. now he becomes HIM's singer too...
Yesterday night while doing some church stuffs in church with my parents, my mom ask me to faster finish my study, faster earn more $ so that both of them don't have to work anymore.
This is one very big pressure for single-child. Anything that sudden happen that will need $$, especially hospital bills lies on my shoudler.
I have to support the whole family, in this case, both my parents forever.
I also wish i could earn more $ so that i can support them and they don't have to work anymore.
But, i doubt it will be any sooner or anything in the next few years....
I told them that i'm very sian sitting in the office everyday, i'm very sian of doing accounting.
But both of them can't accept that i change my career or give up my studies because it means i have to waste all my time & money that i've spent in learning accounting since poly.
I also know that i should not waste their $ and their expectations all these years. It would be very unfillial and very selfish, only think of my own interest.... ----- Was thinking what is my life for the rest of the years.... Since i have so much responsiblities tied on me, i doubt i can really give up everything and persue my dreams without considering the people around me.
But i really do wish that my path would be, continuing working and studying. Maybe after i pass my driving (oh my gosh i reali reali reali want to pass in this coming test), or maybe after i graduate from ACCA, i can start to take small courses to learn things that i am interested in...
I am definitely going to attend one of the Singaproe Media Academy's chinese radio presentation course (5days for $500+), i wish to learn drums too!!!
And my wish of having my own car & house will continue although i doubt having my dream house is ever possible on my own ba.
I wish that my existing friendships will last forever and we can meet up very often (hope this will last after marraiges and giving births....)
I would like to of coz, visit many many many MANY parts of taiwan!!!! Along with other countries too.... of coz my wish of visiting CHARMED's house!!!
Actually i wish to bring my parents oversea soon... They like china, but... ur know de la... i.... hmm.... (ur understand de la, i cannot state too clearly here la... hahahahahahah)
But i hope that i can buy a watch for my dad in march 2010. Coz his one spoil very long le.. but his watch is very expensive (used for more than 10yrs le), he don't accept other watches so till now he don't have watch... Very irritating keep asking me what's e time now and keep borrowing my watch to see e time.
I dunno what budget to set for his watch leh... $500? too much for me to handle....... $300? dunno he will want or not. -------------------------------- This week i had a real rough week....
I can't finish my closing...............
And i took one whole day juz to close 1 company, even a small company that doesn't have transaction!!!!
Monday i OT till 10, tue i brought my fm's laptop home work until 3am, wed i also brought her laptop home work until 2am, thurs i skipped lecture OT also...
But until friday 6pm, i still can't close finish!!!!
And for AR side for e construction arm, i kept making mistakes this month.. a lot a lot of mistakes... -.-""
Till thurs night after i OT, on e way in e taxi i started crying... reach home also cried nearly 2hrs. Kept thinking that i'm very slow. Why i do so slow, am i stupid.
They all consol me saying that coz i'm new to these.
But, i can't help to think that all these said to me is just to consol me.
Is it really i'm new to what i'm doing, or is it i'm really slow & stupid?
My parents gave me a scolding for skipping lesson due to work too. Yea i know it's very wrong to do so too. Not very wrong to skip lesson, i always skip lesson. But very wrong to skip COZ OF WORK.
I clearly know that i'm working now is becoz i need e salary to pay school fees. But here i am, skipping school coz of work. What's e meaning of working then? Wasting my $$$ right... hahaha... ------------ Was craving for Ajisen sia... but TM de still under renovation... Later after church maybe going parkway to eat then buy the KOI bubble tea to drink.
Left my notes in e office since thurs never go lesson & never bring back home lo. This weekend no chance to study le. Well, at least i get to sleep a lot & stayed at home e whole day yesterday.
And i am able to have my own time going parkway enjoying time being alone.
Jiayou ba..................................
iSophia posted @12:37 PM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
