Kinda understand how those leads in dramas felt. Those like the male lead wanna rush to the female lead's help but in the end reach le saw another male lead saving the female lead.. Kinda understand how it feels when u are the first to think of that thing to do but another person took the action before you finally decide to take that action, then other people will think that u never thought of that before. Kinda understand how it feels when u asked someone to zhuan da ur concerns but the person dunno that it's u and thought that u didn't care.
This is the first time i felt that things in those dramas are so real. But i wonder how those people in the drama handle above these situations. I really should learn from them.. Giving up or supporting secretly, no matter how that person feels or think abt me. Right?
Everytime i want to try to forget abt some things and start to get on with my life, something will happen that made me cannot stop thinking of it. It's like the wound is going to heal but someone keeps sprinkle salt on it to make it worse again and again and again.
Well, i feel like disappearing from this world. Coward right? Besides death, the greatest thing that i wan is i can make sure i will meet all my loved ones in heaven. I won't be super sad if my parents are gone because soon i'll meet them and be with them in heaven forever, when i die.
(PS: my dad is so irritating. He keep acting to watch tv in my room but actually he wants to see what i'm doing on my com..so everytime i have to act go to browse flh websites. Sometimes when he went out, then i switch back to blogger, he suddenly come in again. zzZzzZ)
Enough le. Really enough le.. Pls.. Enough.. Wanna go out to somewhere quiet now alone.. Haha first time i'll want to go out so late in the night wor.. But my parent's don't allow.. What abt sneaking out after they sleep? They'll discover and kill me ba. If they come back tml jiu hao le.. I can just get out immediately without the consent of anyone.
iSophia posted @9:53 PM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
