very '爽' song
song: 鬼混 by 小鬼!!! his new EP.. e lyrics quite meaningful
詞、曲： 小樂團 FUN4
*我不要他們承認 也不要讓他們得逞
我不要變成 他們要我們 變成的那種人
我一條命 一個人 找一個神 一起鬼混
我自己有我相信的 永恆之外的永恆*
幹嘛不能混就混 幹嘛還查我身份
整條街都自己人 猿人不殺死猿人
NIGO已統治我們 原始本能
外星人是原宿在淺意識的 大魔神
*我不要他們承認 也不要讓他們得逞
我不要變成 他們要我們 變成的那種人
我一條命 一個人 找一個神 一起鬼混
我自己有我相信的 永恆之外的永恆*
幹嘛不越來越混 幹嘛不想吻就吻
就算我變成鐵人 也不能拯救別人
就算愛不了所有我愛的人
我也不要弱弱就出賣自己的靈魂
*我不要他們承認 也不要讓他們得逞
我不要變成 他們要我們 變成的那種人
就一條命 一個人 找一個神 一起鬼混
我自己有我相信的 永恆之外的永恆*
我不要他們承認 也不要讓他們得逞
我不要變成 他們要我們 變成的那種人
我一條命 一個人 找一個神 一起鬼混
我要活就要活的比別人還要狠還要瘋
就一條命 一個人 找一個神 一起鬼混
我不要太早變成了 灰塵之中的灰塵
the ending part's lyrics so meaningful.. so shiok..
"我不要變成 他們要我們 變成的那種人"
"我要活就要活的比別人還要狠還要瘋"
haix.. i oso wan to be like that!
i dun wan to become what my parents wished me to become- someone who has a good job, good pay, save a lot money, married, give birth.
i wan to live my dream 要活就要活的比別人還要狠還要瘋!
haix.. sing is easy, do is hard. -.-"
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went to register for ACCA today..
tired of complaining abt tat issue..
inititally wanted to take law, but decide to try applying exemption for it too, so move to next paper which is performance management.. then in e end change mind took Taxation.
we onli took 1 paper is becoz we juz started working and some might hav a new job so this year we're in the phrase of adapting to our work, workload, environment and in e stage of slowly gaining experience and improve in the ability to handle wad we're doing.
So taking 1 paper would be safer in case we can't cope well yet.
I hav to leave at 5pm on every Thurs.. my working hrs is till 6.30pm de sia.. ha..
Coz my workload is reali too many alr..
My mentor work 8yrs in AP.. annual leave 14days she onli take 4-5days each yr..
she every night stay back OT, every sat go back whole day OT,
but she never ever claimed her time-off at all..
It's not tat our leave will not be approved, it's tat our workload is too many tat we won't take leave lol..
Every mth de 2nd week is our closing deadline, i hav to key as many current mth's invoices 3days before closing day to let mentor check my entries..
If it's only keying, i'll not be so busy coz i type so fast.
It's e path to keying and the interruptions plus problems tat makes my process delay all e time and always in a mess.
So always end up can't finish or can't reali do anything at all coz must stop halfway to solve alot problems or do payment.
So anyway i hav to stay back OT every wk or during closing period 2 weeks a few days per week.. u see, 1 night if i work till 9pm, i consider work 2.5hrs OT alr. coz we nv go for dinner one.. 6.30 straight start OT work. so either call delivery, eat cup noodle or nv eat.
So for each wk's lesson i onli nid to leave 1.5hr earlier..
i juz work 1 day OT can contra off alr lor..
i'll claim meal allowance n taxi fare, but i dun take time-off too much can le lor.
Coz i leave early my department boss nv say anything de.
She's reali v supportive of studying.. she told me b4 exam leave gan gan take.. she sure approve.
very appreciate that..
but.. do u think i will gan gan take alot?!
if i come back sure DIE one lor lol..
This wk, tue i OT till 9pm, took work home do till 2am,
wed i nv OT, after work went to play arcade, reach home 11+, but i oso brought work home, after bathing start doing till 1am++,
today, after work i went to register acca n went tm for dinner..
fri, is weekly gathering, sure 12am then reach home..
and..
i'll bring work home to do in e weekends too coz tml purchasing department will give me one bigggggggg pile of d/os again. so i'll juz match invoices, but bring home to collate them.
i feel like i'm turing into a robot. i feel tired. but i always turn out can be dun tired e next morning. or should i say, i can control my energy level?!
i can force myself to be very active and jing shen yi yi at work.
even though i worked till 2am, but e next morning i still v energetic.
of coz, with e help of BRANDS and kopi-o early in e morning hahahaha!
and listening 933 at work using earpiece.
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muahahahaha.. GTV got new show again.. rmb i mentioned next 3 shows all is FLH one.. now got new one.. 大東+楊丞琳's 愛就宅一起!!
oso 飛輪海!! haha and i think it's after MIT..
wahahahaha
dun tell me all e way till next yr all GTV sunday's show is FLH members de liao.
SHIOK AH!!
anyway these few days reach home quite comfortable..
coz my parents chionging 19嵗的清純..
total got 100+ episodes, they went to rent..
coz they got alot time to watch,
so like i will take e disc tat they watch finish, go to my room to chiong myself.
but..
too late alr..
i onli watched episode1, but they alr at epi.80+ tonight
soon they're goin to return it.
i 來不及 chiong liao. lol..
e main point is.. i juz go straight to my room, listen 933 or do my things so so peacefully tat nobody comes in to disturb me or call me.
e feeling is so so super shuang..
i like it~
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sat v busy for mi oso.
morning muz wake up early to go bank.. last night forgot to wake up to go early.
then go sch return robe..
then go go go go where ah? die la STM..
oh.. go watch my prince caspian..
my parents are goin Thai at end of june alr.. but is weekdays.. church counsil outing. but dunno my dad's leg can go ma. haix hope they go la. then i can hav another few days e hse to myself.
and damn, i should hav license by now.
if not i'll hav my 'own' car these 3mths.
-.-!!!!! too late to say so.
juz waiting for my PR to be approve b4 i can do alot things.
b4 i can use my Sxxxxxxx ic number to learn driving, to buy insurance, to etc etc etc. Sick of havin to use passport all e time :P
and i hope my IC will be Sophia XX, and not XX Sophia.
I dun like my surname to be 1st.
oh man, can i juz have a sat at home... a.l.o.n.e
