Damn. How many more days ahead that i have to 失眠 coz of this.

They kept asking why....................................................................
Don't ask me why. I don't know. I don't want to say.

It's been over so long, please don't make me recall and restart the long cycle to heal again.
Yes, till now it still hurts.
I'm not that cold blooded to have no feelings anymore.
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I thought my colleagues r gd enough to make me stay to let me consider staying.

But, there is juz ppl whom i more n more cannot stand.
& it's work and character wise.

Is this so call Character-Clash?

But i definitely will not flare up with her, will not argue with her, will not be angry with her.
Because I have great temper + e last thing tat i wan on earth is unhappiness with ppl ard me.

It's just that, i always kept the bth-ness in my chest that it really makes me really want to beat people, which in turns will become playing arcade to let it out.

Horoscope says this week Libras 与你合作的人可能会扯你的后腿。凡事要靠自己，不可百分百相信别人。

worse, 星期四心情有点烦躁，感觉自己的忍耐力到了极限，随时都会发作.

Rest assured pf n bel when we meet at lecture on thurs, i won't 随时发作 because, my temper is great. But, sian de.. 和我合作的人(at work) 都 很有机会心情烦躁&随时发作.

Me, e most is 感觉自己的忍耐力到了极限 only, but definitely not 心情烦躁&随时发作.

So, i really think that she might be the one who will 扯我的后腿.
"不可百分百相信别人" this is not i want to do.

I can only say, the calls WILL NEVER be improved or lessened,
the company policy WILL NEVER be changed,
the boss's character & thinking & decision WILL NEVER be predicted,
the character of colleagues WILL NEVER be changed.

So, no matter what i share, what i say, WILL NEVER helps me.
So, what for i say?

I am not really someone who keeps things to myself,i will definitely say what i felt, i don't like to keep thoughts to myself and let it go wilder.

But, these things r juz too hopeless to be said.
Why waste e time, WHEN THERE IS NTH THAT CAN BE IMPROVED OR CHANGED.

Just let CNY come faster n relieve me!!!!!!!!