will reveal next yr....
And i haven't touch any of my to-do list, but it keep increases!
Watched finish 命中注定我愛你 already.. u know what's my first reaction right after i finish?
I wonder if the 編劇 or 導演 of this show is the same as 放羊的星星?
Coz, i had e feeling that these 2 shows' way of shooting, the schedule, the flow, the duration, the setting, is almost the same de leh!
Well i finally understand what is the meaning of 便利貼女孩..
I am one, but not totally one.
I'm just a 不會拒絕的爛好人....
It's in my character...
Pri sch's memory not very deep, let's talk abt Sec sch.
Some incidents:
1) during chinese lesson whereby every1 have to sit down quietly and finish a 作文 and hand up at the end of the lesson.
my classmate asked me to write a completely different new composition after i finish mine, using the same topic.
I did, and that classmate was sleeping throughout the lesson.
2) my classmate passed me their booklet, asked me to copy my homework's ans for them.
I did.
3) i didn't take Geography during sec 3 & 4, i took History which i loved.
but my classmate asked me to copy her friend's Geography mindmap for her.
I did.
and today,
4) my church got 1 china ppl, her fren came to SG to study hotel management and she have to write a 350 words essay for her assignment.
she asked me to help her friend to write.
AND I SAID OK!!!!
gosh i really super 佩服 myself. I really don't dare to reject.
U know no matter how u rejected someone upon any kind of request, that person sure will have a little not happy, no matter she understands y u do so or not.
I really don't dare to see other ppl having any bit of unhappiness with me.
Me myself already have lots of things to do le, my PER i never even go n bother any second at all, still must help people write 350 words essay!
My FC told me during my appraisal that i lack confidence.
I admit.
Ever since Sec, i don't think i have any confident at all.
Not even now.
She told me that sometimes it's ok to say NO if i really think that it's not what i suppose to do. But if the person push things to you and you can learn something from that task, you should take up and learn new stuffs.
So, should i Thank the classmate who asked me to write another new compo, so that my 作文 gets better and better because for the same topic i wrote 2 different essays?
Will update more of my appraisal in work blog next few days.
the bad news is, i still don't know if i'll have any increment n bonus coz of e economic now. So stupid of me to enter a company w/o a contracted fixed 1 yr bonus right.
Everyone else took their fixed bonus n soon taking variable.
Only me. Nth.
And, other ppl have either more than 14days leave, can claim extra $ for dinner or study, got insurance etc etc.
Mine, nth.
No insurane, no OT pay, even leave is 1mth give 1day instead of Jan straight have 14days AL.
So pathetic hor.
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Have been thinking a lot on my 2008 Reflections & 2009 Resolutions recently. Wanted to post 08 Reflections on 30th Dec & 09 Resolution on 1 Jan de, but seems like i have to settle that essay that i promised her to write first... haix..
She told me Fri need, but later my mom told me she Tue need le.. Thought i can wait till my Reflections & Resolution finish then help her de..
But surprisingly my mom oso asked me to help her. Even though i asked her y her own school assignment she don't do herself.... how can she learn if she doesn't do herself...
If you have a blog, i suggest you do ur reflections & resolutions too.
I even planned what will be my report's introduction, body & conclusion le.. wrote down the points that i wanna write..
I treat them seriously, and will search back my 2008 resolutions that i posted to see if i manage to attain what i wrote 1 year ago.
So i hope that your will read my reflections & resolutions seriously when i post them.
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U know.. i am getting tired of my room liao..
Since i can't have my dream house & room, at least what i can do is change my room's setting to become nearer of what i want ba?
I always wanted a long long table, or a L-shape black classy table so that i can place my computer n do crafts & study at the same table...
And a nice n comfortable chair!!
But tables are too expensive le...
I would like to have a pink thin laptop too but, 2009 is impossible.
I always also wanted a nice book shelf, but inside will be full of the magazines i bought all these years, dvds & albums...
haha... haix.. wan to change my room oso no $ liao, 更不用説打通另一閒房間變成很大的房間..
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Went to use N85 again few days ago... but i realise it's not very nice leh.. coz when u press the 'down' button, u tend to press the centre OK button too.. most of e time!
Seriously i tried a lot times that day but it annoyed me..
Walked in to Samsung shop too.. Played with Samsung Soul...
So cool... the centre nagivation is touch sensitive de..
Quite nice sia...
and LG Ice-cream phone is so sweet n cute oso..
But why all these nice phones are brands that i'm not willing to have?
偏偏 Nokia phones really.............................. not nice recently.
The reason why i'll choose N85 is becoz it has 5.0megapixel camera, mp3 function & it's 8gb memory card....
Quite 集聚一体 de feel...
Coz i dun wanna repeat charging my mp3 which runs out of batt very easily, almost everyday. And in replacement of my current 3.2mp cybershot phone, 5.0 mp camera is ok.
But, now that i found out a flaw which i belive will annoy me.. i'm back to don't know which phone i should take le la...
Nokia 5800xpress music is very nice.. but, it's fully touch screen.
I need the buttons de feel~~~~~
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Sign... tmr i can't OT, by e way, from now till 6th Jan i think i will be super busy with work coz 6th is closing AP.
I can't OT becoz i hav to rush back to complete that 350 words essay for the china girl.
It's a complaint letter... think quite ok ba. 反正我怎樣隨便寫寫都會是不錯的 right. I can't write very well for it's not her standard.
Got to buy a little 09 schedule book.. too many dates to record down.
and a little note book to be with me all the time, becoz i kept forgetting what i need to blog la!
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Oki, christmas report:
With MsChie7s:

We went for dinner & chatting session...
These are wad i made for them, due to time constraint, i can only do these.
These are what i received from them:
Cute pen from EL.
Self made hp accessories from Brenda.
Mini pouch & hp accessories from Bel.
A craft from PF.
My exchange gift! Phy dio me and she gave me a box Marks & Spencer mocha, and a note book. asked me to
細細的品嘗着咖啡,把心情寫在簿子裏,讓自己輕鬆一下!
Office:
What i gave to colleagues & chieh.Thanks PF for teaching me GENEROUSLY!
These are what i received from them:
a little piglet inside a piglet mug from CCY jiejie.
Who is CCY jie jie?
Taken this when we went back to OT on a public holiday.
She's e only person whom i dare to play very crazily n violently in e office.
LOL. we always 'fight'
She looks quite old right??!!! muahahahaha still so childish!
She gave every1 a present but she got nth coz her exchange gift got to wait e colleague come back SG from phil then have.
See my piglet family!
My exchange gift from my FM! The massager cushion that i wanted badly...
With Chieh (my pri sch fren):
Gave her an angel too...
my BIRTHDAY present! haha kept delaying the meet up with her till christmas... we only met twice per year sia.. once her bday, once christmas.
Her christmas present for me... the same cushion that el bought for bel, but she said blue is limited edition.
Went to watch YES MAN with her at Century on xmas day after my church.
Is it because i'm too sad stressed depressed over too much stuffs, i don't feel that it's very funny lei. Although i did laugh, but it's not very funny to me.
I wanna watch Ip Man la...
and Ponyo on the cliff by the Sea (from the author of Long Mao & Qian Yu Qian Xun)..
Haha the song very cute 'Ponyo Ponyo~~~~~~'
and Red Cliff 2,
and Hannah Montana: Best of Both World Concert movie,
She bought a $79 dress... wow.. i heard wrongly, i thought is $49 then i say it's worth coz e dress very nice. But she nv heard wrongly la.. Was shocked to realise it was $79 after she bought it..
$79 for a dress, i don't think i'll buy. Not in e next few yrs too.
Sian muz spend $ for CNY new stuffs le la. Nv expect it at all.
E most i budget $200. Just buy a jeans and 2 $20+ shirt, a small bag, a shoe at bedok will do ba.
No time care so much abt it. Anyhow wear will do.
Went to have dinner with my parents and dad drove us to orchard to see e lightings.
But we didnt see much coz they have the christmas grand concert there n e roads are blocked. LOL.
ps: time check. I started this entry at 10.37pm, and posted it at 12.26am! i spent 1hr 59min with this entry. So, if u haven't read properly, read again!