Turned out i went to tender my resignation today.. but failed.
Waited all e way till 6.30 then went to find my FC. Before that told her i need to find her later... But she was so busy...
Reason i change to today because i assume mon she'll be more busy.. Mondays are always busy for everyone... But she's really very busy today... Very hard to catch her.. One moment she's at another place, one moment someone is in her room.
Then she told me she need to go off at 7+, so 6+ i waited for her outside a room. The auditor oso looking for her.. But i told him i need to find her first! Hahaha...
So i went in.. crack a little joke, and gave her the letter.. I very creative. lol.. i told her "你知道新加坡国旗有两个颜色。早上你给了我红色(ang bao),现在我给你另外一个颜色"
Told her it's not becoz of e bonus&increment, not becoz of them, not becoz of what i'm handling. Lol... But she want to know what exactly then is the reason.. She said study is not the right excuse as study is not short term...
Then 很不争气的眼泪就开始流啊流啊流.... Then she called my FM to come in.. But i still can't say anything.. then called ccy came in too..
Hmm she asked me to take back e letter n tender again on monday after work. Becoz she's not feeling comfortable n her mind is very confused after the whole day of incidents...
So i got to wait till Mon again....
But i think it over n over... Really any situation i also hard to accept.. 1- shuffle till i dun hav to work with tat person again. But i'll still have the other problems. 2- shuffle till i dun hav to do AP at all. I can't accept coz it's very unfair to my mentor.
There's no way out ba...
Really very 辜负 their good intention to help me over n over again. But, over n over again becoz of them i tried to stay on and try to bear with anything. But it always doesn't turns out better. I got to 放过我自己 le ba...
Anyway, tmr going to sing K and have dinner with MsChie7s.. can't wait!!!! I want to be crazy tmr!!!! Must 发泄!!!! I won't be paiseh in front of them.. muahahahaha
iSophia posted @12:00 AM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car