Finally finish Business Chinese presentation.. Was so super nervous b4 i went up.. But once i go up, i just blah blah blah blah keep talking non-stop and faster get over with it.. Ok la, coz all grps come from different course. So we all don't know each other. So when we present no one listening de.. Anyway quite enjoyed this cds.. Coz really damn slack. The teacher oso quite nice la, except tat he always make full use of the 2-HOUR tutorial. Forgot to take pics with my grp =.- Was thinking if wan to go back Hougang Sec for this yr's Teacher's Day. I miss Mrs Lai... and Mrs Gan la, but i know Mrs Gan don't really care for us. But if go back, must buy presents and i no $$ alr la. And hougang so far.. bus fare very EX leh!! Sm not really going back lei.. Mrs Lai jus sms-ed me.. Jasmine Tyre is her church friend and i happen to support Jasmine and Paul.. Then she say can get autograph from her hehe.. Very Super Surprise that Mrs Lai still keeps my phone number lol.. Always chat with her about American Idol every yr.. Missed her lots. She's really a very nice teacher.. And she really cares abt us. Tuo Qiang Shi Jie last episode! so nice lor~~~ Next is kim sung soon.. Nice nice.. Waiting for Goong!! 18 Sep is class BBQ. Hope hor, never clash with any super nice tv show leh. i think got lor.. coz the new competition coming up. so i guess 18 Sep, Monday 5pm- yu le bai fen bai 8pm- Bao Xiao Xin Ren Wang 9pm- ch8!! any show at this slot is nice 10pm- Kim Sung Soon... Not confirm is this or not.. If sung soon finish le, and IF it's Goong~~~ ah ha! U should know what i'll do! 1) rush home 2) dun go bbq Read abit of I-weekly today abt MLB's nic story.. He said that he went into a course in poly.. A course that everyone think it'll be a Greate Future but he have no interest in it at all... Well, isn't it just the same as me? Every adult around me think that Accounting & Finance is good because can get a proper job and can earn a lot if can become accountant or whatever.. At first i'm not totally "not-interested" in this course.. I'm interested in accounts.. 1st year was still ok because at least i got some interest over some subjects.. But come to 2nd year, i keep on questioning myself all the time, why am i here? This is not what i wan at all. I'm just wasting my every sec in school... Every lecture and tutorial, i never listen at all. I see the people around me, the friends around me, all listening and paying attention or at least doing something relating to the lecture or tutorial. I asked myself, what am i doing? Why am i sitting there? I am just taking up one more vacancy.. Another 2004 Olevel student can enter to this course and pays attention to lessons. I admire Nic for his brave-ness. He quitted the course... The course that ppl ard him thinks that it's good but he have no interest at all. After quitting he felt quite depressed so he mix with bad frenz blah blah blah.. I have the plan to quit my course too. Honestly, every lecture and tutorial i have the thinking to just walk out immediately and quit this course immediately.. Yes i'm not bragging or what. I really have this rush almost every lec and tut. But i always don't have the courage to do that, just like i don't have courage to die. Because i'm not sure what i can do after quitting.. Unless i can confirm another route, if not after quitting i'll have more trouble. So now, staying on in A&F is just a shell that i'm using to safeguard myself. That's why i don't care about my work or studies at all. So what if i get ALL distinction ALL full marks? It's just nothing to me.. I will not be happy at all. Not at all.
iSophia posted @8:24 PM & welcomes u to visit here again
iSophia
♥Christian
♥Chief Events Officer (CEO)of MisChie7s
♥Likes to watch tv
♥Likes to listen to 933
♥Don't like to spend on clothes or shopping
♥Likes to share all e gd news to everyone
♥Doesn't like to be late
♥has a VERY GOOD temper
♥collects nice bottles
♥Likes to try exciting themepark games
♥a DJ in mandarin radio station
♥to learn drum
♥be able to born & live in 台灣
♥to go to San Franciso & visit Charmed's mansion
♥to try bungie jump from top of e mountain
♥live a few yrs in different countries
♥hav my own condo,with wad i wan
♥hav my own car
