1 more week to school reopen.. Was very looking forward to the release of timetable few days ago.. Really can't wait to see how is the timetable like.. Got clash with any tv programmes not.. Got ppl same class as me not.. Check yr1 and yr2 ALL classmates de timetable see if i so suay dio same class with some of them, esp yr2. I dun wanna be in the same class as any of my yr2 classmates (of coz not refering to pf la, i love to be in the same class as pf.. but it's her disaster to be in the same class as me ba. oso not refering to same class as me b4 in yr1 de y2 classmates la). BLEAH!!!
But.. now.. I can only use these words to describe
[WORRIED+NERVOUS+AFRAID+SAD]
Was thinking over this very long.. Should i change to AA&BTM? Or stay with AA&CAC?
Can i do well if i work hard on Btm, provided i'm comfortable with who i am with (coz can choose class if change elective ma) and i know they'll be more than willing to teach me, although they'll be so suay to be in the same class as me.
BUT.. i duno lei.. not really interested in Btm.. coz.. it's more in-depth than IF.. During IF lecs, tat 'gou yan kan ren di' teacher keep saying Btm will learn more complicated more specific of IF de things.. Then i'm like quite scare lor.. I scare no matter how hard i try, i still don't have the talent for it. And scare dio tat 'gou yan kan ren di' again.
How lei how lei.. But last time heard ppl say BTM very easy b4 lei.. CAC.. coz it's more nearer to Consumer Banking ma.. then i see those bank or jobstreet Credit Control Officer de job scope is like quite ok lei.. Normal admin sai gang like tat lol.. Some don't even need diploma. O Level can liao.
How how how how.. Everything wait timetable come out first lor.. Scarely once come out i don't even have time to worry abt how well i'll do this year. But i really wanna get good results or stop my GPA from dropping anymore. I've got 3.03 now. If i go to a company to interview, the company will hire the one results lower than mine and won't hire me lor.. Coz of my status ma.. Now regret oso lai bu ji le ba. 2nd yr class hai de la. Say b4 le ma.. wad affects my studies the most is friendship and ppl around me. I'm only comfortable with 1 person out of the whole 22 classmates. Plus those other 18classsmates like very 'di dui' to us like tat.. How to study. Everyday afraid of going to tutorials already enough le.
And i've really trained out a skill sia. If u are talking in front of me VERY LOUD AND CLEAR, but if i don't want to listen or never listen, i really cannot hear ANY WORD u said. I only know that u're speaking, ur mouth is moving, there's voice coming out.. but i don't get any word at all. I used this skill everyday. As everyone know my mom like to disturb me when i'm watching tv.. Nowadays when i'm watching, she ask me to do this do that, i juz orh orh orh.. I know she's talking to me, but i duno wad she saying. Coz i'm concentrating on the tv. Then when commercial period comes, i'll ask her 'What u say juz now?' HAHA!!
Trained out from those lectures and 2nd yr de tutorials. I really can sit down whole 2hrs de lecture and never hear any word. Maybe can hear the sentence 'let's take a break'. HAHA.. Tutorials.. as mentioned above.. we don't have the heart to study at all lor.. U know what pf n I do during most of the tutorials (other than IF la), we're talking almost throughout the FOI 2hrs tutorial, but sometimes tutor in front of us (we're isolated by e class so we always took the 1st row) then we'll use writing method. Normally write on my notes (fan zheng i never touch or read de ma), or use rough paper keep writing n chatting n chatting. Chat wad? DUNNO! ANYTHING!! ANYTHING!!! SUPER small thing oso can say LOL!!
CMA2.. i think we oso most of e time chatting, arbo is do classwork lor. DUno la. I don't remember i got study in 2nd yr de tutorials except IF being forced to pay attention. Actually felt quite apologetic to pf.. It seems like i dragged her down.. But really thanks for lot for ur care n concerns, bao rong, rong ren, of me for the whole year..
插提: Always wanna say this but always forget. THANKS A LOT TO EVERYONE WHO LENT ME COPY UR NOTES N TUTORIALS!! I know it's very unwilling and irritating and idiotic when someone asked to copy ur work.. BUT really thanks a lot!! No matter it's since sec school and till now de poly. Thanks really a lot.. ANd sorry for all the troubles.
Why i say he 'gou yan kan ren di' leh.. Coz we all 一致认为 his attitude got problem. Actually not toally attitude.. duno how to describe.. It's like 不分青红皂白就自以为是的否定或认定一个人. Coz he always ask the class to ask qns.. And unfortunately my class almost EVERYONE asked qns except we 5. Lol 不愧是第一年同班的. Then during the lesson he keep Suan-ing and Hint-ing that we're bad students.. He say we're proud, 自以为很聪明，但到头来会不及格 and many more 过分 de sentences lor.. Really very bth him.. Like that i got qns die oso dun dare to ask him lor.. He's so sacastic man..
PS: anyway i guess not only me don wanna be in the same class as those ppl, i guess the whole class don't want to be in the same class as each other anymore. COZ!! Our class got many different groups de.. 看不爽来，看不爽去. Not only my here got prob.. others oso.. But whole class so many ppl, sure will got ppl same class as me again de lor.. BUT i juz HOPE AND WISH AND PRAY that it'll not be some of the super-看不爽 ones.
